Nononino

bored!

2012-02-06T09:28:00.001+08:00

Good morning, (i hope).

Currently in class, having Genetics today, and since last week I was absent, I seriously don't understand a word faci just said!

bummer.

Totally suck to be blurr in class...

Anyways, yesterday went to 2nd brother's house.

My 1st bro and I cycled our way there.

Kind of tiring I must say...

however, it was fun and ... cold.(the night cycling back to house)

I am left with 3 days of school and then it will be revising for UT3..

darn!

Why must the first UT3 be a&p?!

gah! got BTT on the same day!

sighs.

Gotta go, starting P15 of Genetics today.

ciao!

Rolling in the deep❤

2012-01-29T22:05:00.001+08:00

Hello there!
Yesterday I had fun!
But there was an accident that happened to me..

I'll get there later..
So yesterday met Amy and Sya..
Sya picked me up and then drove to Amy's..

First we went cycling at East coast park, hahaha didn't cycle much as there was alot of pain here and there..
So we cycled for 1hour plus, then head to Changi City Point..
Ate at Manhattan Fish Market..
Chit chat a little, then head down to Value$shop..
Then on out way out from mall, going towards the carpark got this uncle and his wife blardy hell i tell ya, as we walked pass him he look at me and said to his wife in malay "macam ni pon bole drive?" which meant "like this also can drive?" i was like what the hell! People must be something to drive uh? Knnccb!

Lucky i was not the one driving but Sya felt offended, who wouldn't be?! Tsk!

After that we discussed where to go next in the car, while listening to 96.3fm if i was not wrong, we listened to the koreab songs and when Before you go started to play, the car went wild with laughter!! Hahahaha!!

At the end we planned to go to West Coast Park.. We took the spider web, Amy and I went to the second highest and there was a slide, hahaha! We were chaotic there! Hhahahaa! Kids behaved more better than us i must say.. Amy and I were shouting like mad!! Hahahhaha!! It was scary!
Lol! But as soon as we slide down we felt better! Phew! Sya was the dare devil! She went up all the way and took the longest and steep slide down! Hahahaha!!
Then we walked around the park, reliving our childhood! Hahahaha!!

Then went to the flyer fox and this was where it happened! Hhaha!
When I jumped it was okay at first, but then my legs lost it's grip! And i fell down head first followed by my back and my left arm! Wtf! But the funny thing, as always I always laughed when I am injured! Lol!!
My left arm was bleeding.. And my head was spinning! However I continued laughing! Hahahahah!
Sya was laughing together with me! Lol!!
We just couldn't stop laughing! Hahahah!
Sure i didn't felt any pain other than a little dizzy last night...

But as soon as i woke up today, my whole body was blardy hell aching and my neck felt like it's going to fall off! I think my neck is kind of swollen..
My neck and my back is killing me!
Sighs! That would be my last time ever taking the flyer fox..

However I had fun yesterday..
^^v

Finally!!

2012-01-26T16:42:00.001+08:00

Yes ah!! Finally my internet browser is finally okay! Like finally! Blardy ass virus from msn messenger! Pfft!

No wonder i keep getting weird friend invitation everyday! Pfft!

Lucky now the internet browser okay already! Woohoo!!

Now am on my way to j.e library!
The train seems empty today.. How nice..

There's this guy sitting in front of me, listening to rock metallic songs! Cool shit or what?! He's dressed like so formal likw those office people, who would have known to be such a rocker? Hahahah!! Metal somemore! Hahhaahah!!

Kindda sleepy bored thanks to today's lesson! Sighs! Why med tech so sian one? Haiyooo!!

Campout!

2012-01-23T01:29:00.001+08:00

Hello there!
Today's my first time sleeping at my 2nd bro's house! Hehehe!!
Very cooling I must say.
Heheheheh..
Mum asked me if I wanna go home just now, but I said nope.. :))

Heheh, Baby Marsya sleeping now..
She was crying just now..

Anyways!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS!!:))

Gonna go sleep now! Night!

One step two step!!

2012-01-22T20:17:00.001+08:00

Hello there, right now I am at my 2nd bro's house, so happy get to see baby marsya!:))

Anyways!
Yesterday met my gfs and bro fir and also not forgetting baby kasih!! :))

Had fun!
Fir had to work first so he joined us later..

So we went to Vivo city and walked to harbour front centre, ate at Pizza Hit.. Yum yum!!:))
After that we went to Baby Spa where all baby have a swim!
Sho cute i tell ya!!

Hehehe!

Fir joined us after some time and we then went up to the park at Vivo.. But it rained! So we decided to walk around Vivo City and walked into Toys r Us, Forever 21, build a bear....

After walking so long we sat down for a while..

Then after that walk a little more to marks n spencer then Ayu had to leave since it was getting late and baby lasih was getting cranky..
So bid goodbye to ayu, rashid and baby kasih..
After that the 5 of us, nadd, fir, hans, min and me head to banquet to eat dinner..
Chat for awhile and then we head out to the jetty area and then took pictures!!;))
Had fun and hopefully the next outing everyone will be able to make it..:))

I am currently using iPhone blogger app so the pictures are not on places..

2012-01-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

What the hell is wrong with my webs?!
I can't even excess resources for school?!
WTF!!
Damn frustrated right now.
and these people, so what I like listening to loud music?
if you don't like then you plug your own musics lah!
what's the big deal?!
pfft!!

May Allah teach you how...

2012-01-16T10:04:00.001+08:00

Having Med Tech now, and I am coughing badly these days.
Aiseyman..

Yesterday dad told mom that one of his friend's wife got angry when that "mak janda" keep on "flirting" with his friend. The wife got so angry that she walks away. and went home!
I find that the "mak janda" is very very scary!
and also a bitch!
sorry to say.
but i mean come on lah, people married already, have wife, why must you disturb other people husband?!
maybe that's why her husband divorced with her!
Why must she disturb someone else's husband?
Why not someone who have the same status as her?
Alamak!
if i see her again, i'll slap her face!
hopefully my mom and dad's relationship will be better.

AMIN!
***

MEd tech so boring!
My team mates all look so lost.
same as me..

guide us through this journey you created.. amin!

2012-01-15T17:47:00.001+08:00

I am taking a time out of everything!
I don't want to fail this year! no no no!
I had F and Es for the UT1 and I am trying hard for UT2 and UT3 this year!
Insyaallah! everything will be okay.
for me now it will be studies and family first.
the rest, gonna put it on hold.

For the month January and February, I've told my Dikir mates that I won't be coming for most practices as I'll be busy studying and also be in school activities..

And also my family are having something on too.
it's between my mom and my dad.
I pity my mom, kindda angry at dad.
so I am trying hard to juggle time between studies and being there for my mom.
yesterday she cried, as I lay beside her on the bed.
I asked her what happened.
she told me everything, and can I say this is the first time I am hearing those words that my mom encourage us(my sister and I) not to say about ourselves, in the end she's saying it about herself, I'll not say it here..
I just need to be there with my mom..
She keep on saying about death, as she said that I burst out crying myself..
I just hope that her stress will be lessen.
Lately my mom also having trouble sleeping, I guess it's from the stress,
I'd told her don't think too much, everything will be fine, but I guess my mom, kept on thinking all night..

I just hope Allah will help her through, afterall, she's sacrifice alot for this family..
Right when she marries my dad..
I want her to be living healthily and happily.
Amin.

BORING!

2012-01-13T10:11:00.001+08:00

omg! why is A&P so boring these days?!
The faci totally boring uh!
sighs! worst day ever!
I am thinking of partialling later..
hmmm..

**
Anyways, today STT have a meeting.
Alhamdulilah our CEO okay already!
Syukran!

*
Oh ya, earlier this morning, lakeside was full with humans!
hahaha!
Thus I decided to just sit at one corner.
at the MRT platform, then when the train comes, inside have alot of people already,
surely no hope in getting into the train.
Just then when I was looking inside the train, I SAW HIM! MR.A!
Aisey! no luck to go to school with him uh..
sighs.
sadded.
yesterday also i saw him, but that was AFTER I went out of the train.
damn it!
*
Look at the time it's 10:08am.
and faci is blabbering about some neck shoulder area.
blah blah blah..
everybody seems to be paying attention except for me.
why are my classmate super duper clever one?!
RP puts me into the wrong class uh.
they super clever and super super know what to do and what faci talking about, except me!
aiyooo!
now he's talking about the task for second meeting.
he's always doing something new.
and omg it's so not fun lah.

sighs....
wanna die liao uh!
**
ask questions, blah blah blah......
.... my brain's dead now.....

Keluh kesah~ tidak kedengaran~

2012-01-05T01:02:00.003+08:00

Hello there, right now I can't sleep and the dikir song for this Sunday comp is inside my head..
I can only memorise and remember the lyrics for Juara part, but the Karut one I cannot! how sia?!

Anyways, i really hope STT can win this competition!
wanna know why, because I felt that the lyrics and song this time is much much more better!

"Rentetan~ keluh kesah~ tidak kedengaran~,
Rajuk~ dihati beta~ hajat tercapak~ tidak diendah~...."

hehehe, until there only lah I can post here..
who knows right..
heheheheh..

Thanks to Kak Farah who composed the lyrics and Abg Izan for the melody of the song.
Great team work!
hehehe..

Mann, now it's 12.57am.
I am not sleepy, but I need to sleep.
My head is dying but my eyes just won't shut!
bummer!

**
Oh, before I end this post.
Lately, my mind is very occupied with alot of things.
I seem to be in daze and I am always sleepy early in the morning, but at night my bloody eyes just won't sleep..
Sighs..

Just now (as in 4/1/2012)
It was presentation time and guess what?!
I slept in class! and Nab said I snored (softly of course!)
OMG! so embarassing lah please..
Lucky my Neurobio faci never say anything.
I am telling you after UTs (especially UT3!) are over and it's the 2 months holiday,
I am gonna sleep and sleep and sleep..
don't care lah if my body goes fat..
so long I get my sleep!

**
1.01am, still not sleepy!
darn it!

gtg.
time to roll and roll on the floor~
and maybe I'll sing the dikir song and try to memorise it by heart..
nights humans~

A thousand years - Christina Perri

2012-01-02T16:33:00.002+08:00

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

2012-01-02T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hello there, surprisingly I was able to wake up early just now even though I slept at 6am.

Thanks to my niece stepping on my leg.

grrr!

now the time is 4.15pm.

3 more hours and it is time to go Dikir.

I am still thinking of what to put inside the chapter for my fic.

what should I do?

i have the climax but it's the beginning that is too difficult.

hmmm..

anyways, i got the feeling that once school reopens it will be very havoc!

there will be talks after talks about IIP.

then there will be recap on UTs.

then there will be a day where everyone hates to be in school again.

and it will be the day of my misery business again.

better be prepare...

So I'll be very busy after school this week until 8th Jan.

since there's gonna be training EVERYDAY!

woah!

we are left with this week and competition on the 8th!

and i think on the 8th after the show i need to go off asap!

as there's a wedding for me to head to.

hmmm..

this is way jialat!

I don't even know if i am able to make it for the wedding..

hmmm..

hopefully i can make it..

gonna be a very very busy week!

ANYWAYS!

This year and this month! there will be Pretty little liars and The lying game come backs!!

woots!

super duper excited for tomorrow's episodes~~

The Vampire Diaries will be coming back soon as well!!

omg! I can't wait!!

hehehe..^^v

Just for One Day~

2012-01-02T05:52:00.002+08:00

Well hello there, guess I am one day late to wish for the day of....
Happy New Year 2012!!

Anyways!
it's a new year, again.
and this year I am not going to have a new year resolution, because I guess whatever's that is going to happen, shall happen for a reason.
tired of making new year resolution and end up in the end with nothing as every year.
so I guess it's best thing to just let everything happen by themselves.

New Year celebration was fun.
Met up with Amy.
Head down to Marina Square to watch Sherlock Holmes 2.
it was a great and funny movie..
it sadded that Rachel McAdams has to die at the beginning though..
sighs.

Then we headed to Funan and ate Pastamania!!
Yum~
Alfredo was awesome!(for me)
lol!

After eating at Pastamania, we head back to One Fullerton area there to watch the fireworks.
AND OMG!
TOTALLY ALOT OF ABANGLLAAHHH!!(guess okay)
And they were super irritating lah!
plus super kanchiong!
worst than Singaporeans I tell you!
tsk tsk tsk!
Amy was somehow pissed off most of the time..
lol!
but overall it was alright..
the journey home was as usual, we took train all the way to Clementi and took cab from there..
Lucky!as my legs were aching badly..
fuh!
So long 2011!!!

**
Well school starting soon, and it will be back to presentationa and RJ.
PLUS!
I'll be very very very busy!
I'll be busy with Dikir, School, Exams(UT) and also, my driving license test..
Yeap you read that right, I've enrolled for private driving license!

My first BTT will be in february, and guess what? it will be on the day that my UT3 starts!
fug!!
damn it!damn it! damn it!

sighs..
I guess just have to cope everything for now.
juggle, juggle, juggle~
I feel like a joker now, giving entertainment to the King!
Juggle here, juggle there, juggle everywhere..
and I find myself daydreaming most of the time.
I am losing concentration every day..
Wondering what will happen next in my chapter of life.
**

Got the feeling that 2012, is still not the year for me..
sighs.
Hope to turn that around though.

**
PLUS AND SUPER PLUS PLUS!
I MISS MY GFs!!!<3
Hope to see you all soon! all 7 of us.
7 wonders~<3
**

*
Okay another update here, celebrated new years at my 2nd bro's house as well, in the afternoon of course..
hehehhe..
had fun..
I was totally impressed with their smart tv!
hehehe..
totally engrossed with the internet using the controller and etc.
hahaha!
felt like a total noob!
lol!

I want tv like that!!
hahahaha!

okay okay back to my story,
so my 2nd bro called home and asked if I can go to his house earlier or not, to help them with the food.
hahaha!
me, who just woke up at 12pm, said okay.
so i quickly wash up.
and asked Syawal if he wanna tag along.
and being Syawal, obviously he does want to tag along.
so yeap the two of us took 185 to my brother's house.
When we approached to the front door, Syawal and I knocked the door like more than 6 times!
hahahaha!
We thought that my brother and sis-in-law went out to the market.
so i decided to call both of them, none answered!
hahahah!
a few minutes later after calling them again, finally the door opens.
LOL!
turns out they were inside after all!
hahahahah!
due to them cooking they cannot hear the knocking door..
lol!
*
So Syawal and I helped a bit..
then we watched tv and explore the application that can be used from the tv..
while waiting for my parents and the rest..
=D

Every one is sleeping right now, and it's 5.47 am and I am still wide awake!!
I just finished watching ep74 of running man just now.
daebak! as always!
hahaha!
but the games are getting slightly complicated a little..
lol!
However, Running Man is DAEBAK!!
woots!
Oh I strongly recommend Scent of a Woman..
it's very nice and touching story.
Especially ep 14. I cried like nobody's business!
LOL!
Love Kim Sun Ah and Lee Dong Wook!!
Especially the Tango dance.
woots!

Okay it's going 6pm now, better stop myself before my mum wakes up for her morning walk at the park, I better sleep now~
Good Morning to you all~ and Good Night to me~
Have a great day ahead!
I'll be having school the next day!!
oh gosh!!

2011-12-23T18:21:00.001+08:00

Two weeks break from school doesn't make a different.

I prefer to go school sia like this.

Sighs..

Later on having Dikir, I am so sleepy right now.

1 more hour to go..

Sleepy~

2011-12-23T18:19:00.001+08:00

1 week break has passed!

omg!

1 more week to go!

then it's back to school..

aiseyman!

Anyways, I was thinking of getting a car license..

but I have no idea when..

Insya'allah, I'll take it next year

Hopefully in January.

I wanna drive~

vroom vroom!

Oh ya, currently, my fic is at chapter 59 part 2.

I wonder if I should end it at chapter 65 or 70..

hmmm..

I AM SO TIRED OF LIVING!

2011-12-20T01:43:00.002+08:00

There are some people that I really really really really cannot stand right now! I hate them to the core!
OMG!
I hate it when this kid wants everything to be given to her on the dot!
Please lah!
Even though you small kid, doesn't means everything you want has to go your way!
GOSH!
Somemore the mother also the same!
DOUBLE GOSH LAH!
For those who know, good!
I had enough today! and I sort of just be straight forward to their faces!
Really pissed off right now, and what does the mother do, she just give the daughter whatever she wants!
People drink she wants to drink!
People eat she wants to eat!
People watch video she also wanna kpo!
OMG!
and damn piss off please, even her own brother is sick of her!
now you know who I am talking about? The mother and the daughter?
I think horh, later on when people marry she also wants to get marry!
wahh jialat!
the mother is the type that wants things to always goes her way and now the daughter!
bloody FUCK I TELL YOU!
KNNCCB!!
NABEI!

I know most of the people out there always wants things to go their way! but come on lah, at some point you have to understand the situation what! KNN!
I am always keeping everything inside!
only my mother knows how I feel right now in the house!
I HATE BEING IN THE HOUSE!!
FUCK IT!
How I wish in this house right now only have me and my mother!
nobody else!only the both of us in the house!
then everything will be peaceful!
no offence to my 2nd bro and wife, kak Miza.
They are great!

But this one the 1st bro and wife and kids!
Simply irritating!
I am at my 20s now and look what's going on with me!
I am so messed up most of the time!
Nothing.

FUCK IT MAN!

Simply bloody fucking hate this year!
2011 faster pass, may 2012 take place and make this place harmony!
I can't wait for 2014 where they will finally stay at their own house and that room will be mine!! all mine!!

Am I making you bored reading?
Well if I am sorry, but this is my blog!
other than my mother this is the ONLY place I can express myself..

I hate kids and will never one to have more than one if I do get married.
I want only one kid!
not 2 not 3 not 4!
but ONE!

Sighs.
**

I thought being 21 will be a good year for me, but this sucks to the core!
ARGH!

***
Okay I shall stop talking about this.
Before someone leaks it out, who knows right.
Some people might be allies to someone.
so am gonna stop myself from going further.
Maybe I should make this blog a private one?
hmmm..
it's hard to even trust a soul.

**
Anyways!
Congratulations to Ayu and Rashid! for getting the house at Sengkang!
;)
2014 will be the best year, insyaallah!

Amin!

2011-12-14T14:17:00.001+08:00

Hello there, I am currently having my free time in school, done with my ppt. am now supposed to be studying for Genetics UT later, but here I am losing focus to study.
What to do?
Just study last minute lah.
I am a very forgetful person you know.
Anyways, here's my grades so far, I got an E for Genetics and Anatomy UT1.
This sucks, study also no use sia!
Might as well just study last minute as I used to when I was in secondary school.
That always work.
Looks like it's better this way.

I tried to study genetics last night. but failed to do so, as I keep writing the same thing over and over again!
AHHHH!! this sucks!

STRESS-SS!!

News update about what's happening at home;
I am worried for my mother, others may see that she's okay with everything, but actually she's not!
My mother always complain to me, telling me what my dad did that made her sad and angry.
Well if you wanna know, my mother is not the type that always go out, she likes to stay at home and relax since she is sick.
But I guess my dad wants her to be like his friend's wife, always hanging out at the CC.
I mean come on lah!
my mother is taking care of 4 grandchild!
I pity my mother. She tried her best at making everyone happy.
Sometimes I myself feel bad, because I cannot do anything because it's between my mother and father.
I can only listen to my mother's cry.
Now I really hate my dad, for doing this to mother, if it is so that he is cheating on my mother, not only will I kill him, I shall kill that BITCH that wreck this family!
I can feel my mother feeling frustrated and depress everytime she's at home, I want to bring my mother somewhere where only the two of us can have fun, but due to mother's health it's hard to bring her anywhere, and also since she's taking care of my juvenile nieces and nephews.

This is the reason why i get married I would not want any kids! if I happen to have I'll just have 1!
Because having too many brings stress!

However I salute my mother, for everything that she has done for the family, she has to take care of everybody's heart that are staying in the house.
It's too bad that they don't realise.

Let's see what else can I say.
Oh, my 1st sister in law, I don't know what is she thinking, she's always saying that there's not enough money ALL THE TIME! my brother gave her $400 already, still not enough?! What happened to her money then?!
please lah, she always quarrel with my brother about money!
she owes her boss money end up she asked her husband!
in the first place why buy that thing?!
aiyo!
10 years plus of marriage still cannot handle financial?!
4 kids still cannot cope?
frankly saying, I know I am not married so I cannot really judge but when I see my parents that are finacially unstable still can maintain with everything, my parents never fight about money! why must they fight about money?!
money give you life meh?!
For me if I don't have money I'll just be quiet and just be normal!
Stay at home and just mind my own business!

Everyday they come back home, surely NO PEACE AT ALL!
It's either my brother sit down at the sofa and just keep quiet and the wife vending her anger at the kids OR!!
both of them quarreling
OR!!
she goes to sleep and my brother will play his games
and my mother has to take care of the kids.
ALL I CAN SAY IS!!!
WHO THE HELL ARE THE PARENTS OF THOSE KIDS?!
MY MOTHER IS IT?!
WALAO!
MY MOTHER TOOK CARE OF THOSE KIDS FROM MORNING UNTIL NIGHT LAH LIKE HALLO!!
Her BP going up everyday!
especially Syawal and Iqa!
always making my mother angry!

Sighs.
What happened to my family only Allah knows.
I don't know what else will happen.
I just want my mother to live happily.
She sacrifice so much for the family!

2011-12-13T14:07:00.000+08:00

And now the purple dust of twilight time

Streaks across the meadows of my heart

High up in the sky, the little stars climb

Always reminding me that we’re apart

You wandered down the lane and far away

Leaving me a song that will not die

Love is now the stardust of yesterday

The music of the years gone by.

Sometimes I wonder why I spend

The lonely nights dreaming of a song

The melody haunts my reverie

And I am once again with you

When our love was new

And each kiss an inspiration

But that was long ago

Now my consolation

Is in the stardust of a song.

Beside a garden wall

Where stars are bright

You are in my arms

The nightingale tells its fairy tale

Though I dream in vain

In my heart it will remain

My stardust melody

The memory of love’s refrain

Though I dream in vain

In my heart it will remain

My stardust melody

The memory of love’s refrain

It blows.

2011-11-30T15:29:00.001+08:00

testing testing...
whoa, the blogger has change their layout dudes!!
hahahah!

okay acting kindda "jakon" now..lol!

for awhile only.

**
I was late for school just now, like late for few minutes.
thanks uh SMRT, I waited 12 minutes for 1 train towards Marina Bay!
WTH!

The last time I waited for MRT for 12 minutes was at Commonwealth, and that was due to early morning and the first train.That's understandable uh, but this one it's like 8.20am and still need to wait for 12 minutes?!
WTH!

sighs..

whatever lah.
**

Should I change my blogskin?
hehehe..

*
Today studying Neurobiology, studying about the ears!
kindda interesting but still it's neuro lah! BORING SIOL!

I wonder what am I supposed to do today once I reach home..

Continue my fanfic?
maybe, i would.

Sick of doing RJ everyday
why can't they just stop the RJ writing?!
it's boring sia, RJ, talk crap.
like as if the faci can understand what you typing only.
pfft!

**
Sighs.

I wanna watch TVD, JS, PLL, TBBT,TLG, HIMYM & SC!!
so many to watch, when will I be free?!

2011-11-28T21:23:00.001+08:00

Here we are waiting for dad at the hospital.. The nurse said we had to wait for 3 hours.. Look at the time now.. I wonder what they doing at the operation theatre.. Hope dad will be alright. Amin!!

I am coughing non stop!!

2011-11-28T14:50:00.001+08:00

In class and I am so bored! Having presentation now..

Having UT later.. I hope it will be easy..

It's raining now.. The class is so cold!! Cannot tahan sia!!

Hehehe.. Now team 3 are presenting.. Everyone listening to Shannon.. Lol!! First time this fella presenting problem statement for this module.. Hahahaha!! Even faci paying attention.. Hehheheh..

You gor it.

2011-11-28T08:27:00.001+08:00

Here I am in the MRT going to school..
Okay you might be thinking how come i can access internet.. Well I am currently using my internet broadband number..

Since my prepaid is low and my dad will be in hospital and I need my mum to contact me if anything happens.. So yeap I am using this number as for now.. But will change to my starhub number back later.. It's true what people said, using the internet for iPhone uses your batt life more.. My batt now is currently half life now by that I mean 50%..

****

anyways I am always late to school these days.. Very tired.. I need sleep..
:(

I wonder what will happen to me in 5 yrs time to come.. Aiyo!

Okaylah gtg now.. Cya!!
Here's a picture of my niece saying buhbye!

2011-11-26T18:24:00.001+08:00

Hello there here i am blogging now on my way to Changi Airport with the Dynamic Duo Unnie of TPS!! Hehehehe!!
We celebrating Amy belated birthday today..:))

I made a DIY card for Amy and Sya bought her a cake.. Will post the pictures later..

Well till then, ciao!!

Oh well Bitch, you know me, but I guess not well enough.

2011-11-24T09:57:00.002+08:00

I may not know what our friendship level is now.

But for sure I don't know what you are thinking.

We are drifting apart and I guess people always change.

I guess you don't bother to ask.

That's why you don't get the full story.

Oh well, if I am such a pain in the ass for you.

Just let me know.

Don't ignore me.

Just tell me what's on your mind and then you can do whatever you want.

I don't care anymore.

Make it stop - Septembers Children

2011-11-12T02:10:00.001+08:00

I'm bored, surprisingly the medicine is not working, I am still wide fucking awake bitch!

Set your play-list to shuffle mode then what ever song come up next is the answer to the questions…

Different songs that you heard are meant for one of the questions…

Try it!

1. How do you feel today?

Somebody to love - Usher (seriously? I feel like shit! such a wrong song!)

2. Will you get far in life?

Sway - Glee Cast (Make me sway~ how does that gotta do with life?)

3. How do your friends see you?

Wake you up - The Pierces (SO they wake me up?)

4. Will you get married?

Highway Unicorn - Lady Gaga (I don't even know what the song means!)

5. What is your best friend’s theme song?

The Last Fight - Bullet for my valentine (Suits them well)

6. What is the story of your life?

Yo Quiero Saber - Don Omar (Gasp! what does this song means?)

7. What was high school like?

Your guardian angel - The red jumpsuits apparatus (Well, i did have an angel back then)

8. How’s your life going?

How do you - The Fast Romantics (Tell me about it)

9. What’s the best thing about your friends?

Beautiful Things - The Pierces (Well, not all are beautiful things! HAHAH!)

10. What song will they play during your funeral?

Like a G6 - Far East movement (WHUUT?!itu sudah WRONG BRO!)

11. How does the world see you in?

Love the way you lie (cover) - Arlene Zelina (they love when I lie?)

12. Do people secretly lust after you?

Spellbound - Lacuna Coil (I'll cast a spell on ya!)

13. How can you make yourself happy?

Planetary(GO!) - My Chemical Romance (Where's my planet then?!)

14. What should you do with your life?

Figure it out - Versa Emerge (nice)

15. Will you ever have children?

Surrender - Billy Talent (I won't, trust me..)

16. What song will you strip to?

Every little part of me - Alesha Dixon ft Jay sean (woah!super wrong, but the beat is great though)

17. What is your deep dark secret?

Mercy - Glee Cast (You got me beggin you for mercy~ yeah yeah~)

18. What does your mum think of you?

Real - Plumb (hahah! nice, i am real baybeh!)

19. What your enemy theme song?

Top of the world - The Cataracs ft Dev (hahah! they are like at the top of my list!)

20. What song to be played at your wedding?

Girls and Boys in School - Neon Tress

21. What will you post this as?

Make it stop - Septembers Children

2011-11-11T23:35:00.002+08:00

Howdy.

Today's Friday.

I didn't go to school.

Sick again.

I am so sick of being sick.

Very.

This is gonna be a short post.

I am at a downhill of my life.

I am always sick these days.

and.

I am so not being me right now.

whoever knows it.

will know.

Those who wants to bring me down.

think again.

i'll get back up on my feet.

and.

kill you.

I am so sick and tired of these people.

and.

get this straight.

I am me.

If you don't like it.

say it to my face.

and get it over with.

Because.

there is no way.

I'm gonna change.

just to please you.

so.

go to hell bitches.

Splendid!!

2011-11-02T21:05:00.001+08:00

I LOVE HIM!!

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE ADELE!!

BUT THIS BOY! HE SENDS CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE!! OMG!!

NICE VOICE FOR A 14 YR OLD!!

WOOTS!!

And he does look abit like Ellen..

hahahaha!!

I LOVE IT!!

HEHEHE..

The judges are so cute..hahaha!!

& here we have ADELE!! LOVE LOVE!!<3

2011-10-28T14:52:00.004+08:00

Presenting Mr. Park~

Hi-lo!

Today I had Genetics, but I partial at second meeting.

First reason was, Wen jun and Priscilla wanted to partial.

So it will be awkward if it's only Xing Qing and I was left in the team.

Priscilla asked me if I wanted to partial as well, this gave me a thought since I need to reach home before 6pm today, because I'll be going out with my mum and dad.

In the end I agreed to partial!

at second break today I, Priscilla, Wen Jun, Chermaine and Nabillah head home together.

TGIF!!

hahahaha!

Okay I think this will be my first and my last partialling for Genetics, well... it also depends if something happen to upset me later on, we'll see how...

whoops...~

It's 3pm now..

Better get ready for later.

ciao!

2011-10-27T19:28:00.002+08:00

Hey there, me again.

Okay, I am currently downloading this tv drama, The Lying Game.

Watched it yesterday and am kindda liking the story line and also well, the actors and actress.

Anyway, I've known about it when I was watching Pretty Little Liars since it's from the same authors. Sara Shepard.

But I never really want to watched it until yesterday.

I thought, I should just give it a try.

So when I did, I am kindda addicted to it.

SO yeap.

As you know I did not go to school today, so I have one whole day in my room.

So I downloaded the videos and sleep like a log!

it was raining..

Anyways.

I miss my Gfs..

All so busy now.

I guess I have to understand, they working and have other commitments.

Hope to meet them.

Now that whatever I am planning doesn't seem to work.

so wait i guess.

I'll just wait until someone wants to go out.

I am getting bored with school these days.

not only the studies, but some of the people.

whom I guess I shall not say.

Life's hard when there's competitors.

I'm kind of a slow learner..

I guess some people think every brain is a booster like them.

pfft!

I need to breakaway.

2011-10-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hello there people, just a random post, since I am bored and I didn't go school today.

Bored to death!

so here is something that I wanna post.

Pick five of your favourite TV shows in no particular order:

1. The Lying Game

2. The Vampire Diaries

3. The Big Bang Theory

4. How I Met Your Mother

5. Pretty Little Liars

1. Who’s your favorite character in 2?

Damon.

2. Who’s your least favorite character in 1?

Sutton.

3. What’s your favorite episode in 3?

All of it! I love Sheldon!!

4. What’s your favorite season of 5?

Season 1.

5. What’s your favourite ship in 2?

TYROLINE!!(Tyler and Caroline!)

6. How long have you watched 5?

Since first season came out!

7. How did You become interested in 3?

Saw it from website and friends recommendations.(:

8. Who’s your favorite character in 4?

BARNEY!!

9. Which show do you prefer, 1, 2 or 5?

2!!

10. Which show have you seen more episodes of, 1 or 3?

3. The Big Bang Theory has 5 seasons! Lying Game has 1 season for now.(:

11. If you could be anyone from 4, who would that be?

Lily!

12. How would you kill your favourite character in 2?

Hahaha! He's character is already dead! A vampire! But no way am I gonna kill him.

13. Give a random quote from 3.

"I'll be Frodo!"

14. Would a crossover from 3 and 4 work?

Yes, since both of it consist of fun and laughter and also, I can imagine Sheldon being Barney! LOL!!

15. Pair two characters in 3 that would make an unlikely but okay couple.

Leonard and Bernedith.

16. Overall, which cast do you prefer, 3 or 5?

I'll choose 5.

17. Which has the better theme music, 2 or 4?

4. Since Vampire Diaries does not really have a theme music.

Oh Birthdays~

2011-10-18T01:12:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to me~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~

hello there, today's 18th October!

and yes!

it's my birthday!

and I am turning 21st today!

OMG!! how time flies!

The first time I opened this blog i was only 15? 16?

hahaha!

okay...

So I am 21 today and guess what?!

I don't feel the different!

I guess it's true, AGE IS JUST A NUMBER!!

hehehe..

anyway!

Happy Birthday to me!

Thank you to those who wished me!

Gracias amigos!

Okay I sound like Tommy!

lol!!

I hope everything will turn out to be alright for me this year and the years to come!

I am finally an adult!

gosh!

can you believe it?!

I was a teenager few year(s) back!

hahahaha, those were the days!

Well, I have nothing else to say!

I guess better rock on and well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

hehehehe!

Splendid moments!

2011-10-16T01:34:00.006+08:00

Hello there!!

Today...

err, Yesterday(looking at the time now),

celebrated my 21st birthday in advanced with my TPS unnies!!

hehehe!!=P

I had so much fun!!

Let me tell you what happened...

First of all,

met Amy at JP, when I saw her she had this huge balloon!

and it was the fairy tales princess balloon!

hahahaha!!

My thoughts were, OMG AMY!!!!

hahahah!

then Amy and I head down to Clarke Quay to meet Moony.

Half way thru, Sya texted saying that she can't make it!

I was sad lahh..

But she stated she was working..

SO my thoughts were, okay so there will be three of us, Moony,Amy and me..

Oh ya! Amy was holding on to a paper bag, I asked her what's that and she told me it was Moony's..so I just said okay..

and moving on, met Moony at Clarke Quay..

We head down to Manhattan fish market.

It was my first time going there...

Then we scan through the menu..

Amy was taking so long to choose her menu..

I wondered why..

lol!

Then suddenly....

Sya came!!

hahaha!!

with a venti starbuck coffee!!, CARAMEL!!

ahahahaha!!

Way to go!! they planned it all!!

purposely said Sya can't make it!

hehehehe!!

Finally I know why Amy was being so weird in the MRT and also taking so long to get the food that she wants...

lol!

So Sya joined us..

We share two dishes together, it was filling I tell you!!

hahaha..

so after that, we walked around Clarke Quay, watching the Bungy rides, the soccer game that is going on at almost every bar that we passed through..

Liverpool vs Man U mannn!

hahahaha!

As we walked and walked and our food has been digested, suddenly Sya turned to Haagen Dazs!

hahahaha!!

Thanks to Amy, she remembered that I wanted to try the ice cream there..

hehehe, which I forgotten all about it!

hahaha! so judging by the big balloon that I have, the staff at the Haagen Dazs noticed and one of the managers asked me if it was my birthday!

and well, I said yes.

lol!

after sitting and planning what to eat for dessert, the staffs came to our table and gave me an ice cream for free and it says HAPPY BIRTHDAY! they even gave me one candle to blow!

hehehehe!!

But the ice cream was chocolate..

well, it's free, so must not be fussy and just eat!

it's nice!

hehehe..

then Sya, Moony , Amy and I agreed to order one set of ice cream fondue!

it was awesome!!

I told myself, it's just one day, so just eat chocolates!!

(but now I am itching all over!) hehehe, but I am fine so far..

So we sat there eating the fondue, I didn't realised that I finished the vanilla ice cream! Sorry Sya! hehehehe..

Love the green apples!!

very nice!!

So we sat there and chat and joke...

The manager of that place kept coming to our table, smiling and topping up our drinks..

then he kept offering to take our picture.

Hahaha!

I am not sure if he was joking about one thing though, he asked me if I would like to trade my balloon for that fondue, which means, if I give him the balloon, he'll let us have the fondue for FREE!

lol!!

Sya, Amy and Moony said no of course..

hahahaha!!

I was having a 50-50 thought. but I guess might as well I keep the balloon..

hehehehe..

so after that, we sat down near the Clarke Quay river side.

Sya asked alot of funny questions!!

hahahaha!! I couldn't stop laughing!!

All funny funny stuffs!

lol!!

I had fun..

we sat there until 11pm.

whoops!

hehehe..

then head home..

It was a great day!

Thank you Amy, Sya and Moony!

TPS ROCKS!!

love you unnies very much!!

hehehe, I am the only maknae here..

ehehehe!!

I AM ONE HAPPY MAKNAE TODAY!!

KUMAWO UNNIE(s)!! SARANGHAMNIDAH!!

(pictures @ facebook=))

2011-10-12T10:39:00.001+08:00

Okay like wtf today is.. Changed faci and omg! She talked alot lahhh!! Pissin me off!! I so dun understand today's lesson. Hate neurobio!! Like wtf!! They said it's bio why am i learning chem?!!!! Fuggggggg shhiiiittttt lahhhhhhh!!!
Damn piss off with everything right now!!! Ugh!!!just take a look at what i
am learning today!! Damn it sia!!

2011-10-10T20:44:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulilah!!

My PP report has been ACCEPTED!!

Amin!!

hehehe

anyways, now that the report has been approved, gonna get busy with the PP poster!

shit sia!!

Zi told me that it might cost me $20++ for this poster!!

fuggg nooooo!!

sighs..

must save save save!!

how sia?!

life's a bitch mann!!

wahhhhhhhhhh!!

Happy for a second then misery all the way!

fugggg!!

sighs..

skola nye pasal macam ni lah jadi nye..

damn it btol!

Happy eating..

2011-10-10T12:45:00.001+08:00

Hello there, here i am at school lawn.. Having my break time now.. And my oh my there's alot of people here! Am waiting for my food.. Hahaha.. Here are the two people with me now.. Enjoy your food makcikss!! Hahahah!

2011-10-07T15:08:00.001+08:00

Hello there.. Having ppt now and my team are presenting last today.. Heheh.. Genetics is not bad actually.. Studting genes blah blah blah.. Am kindda sleepy now.. Sighs..

Anyways here are my classmates presenting..that's Farhana.. Hehehe..:))

NADDSSS!!

2011-10-07T10:32:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Nadd!!

hehe.

I've known this girl since I was Sec 1.

We became close friends when we were in Sec 3.

She's the one that I can share my secrets with most of the time and she will share hers with me.

Nadd, you're a great friend and I am glad that I've known you for almost 8 years now.

I am glad that we never quarrel at all!

hahaha.

Maybe because we are October babies..

hehehe.

Happy Birthday Gf!

May God bless you with great health and wealth.

May our friendship stays till we grow old, like grannies.

hehehe.

Love ya gf!

Stay sweet and prettay!

meet up soon!

Have a great day and enjoy!!

A great day!!

2011-10-06T15:12:00.001+08:00

Second day in school..
Kaijun texted me telling me that the tumblr radar spotted me! Hahah!! One of my tumblr pic was at the radar! Lol!! Then she saw me picture then followed me.. Lol!! I was kind of surprise didn't realised that my tumblr blog would be at the tumblr radar.. Heheh..
**
anyways, Steve Jobs just passed away.. The person who invented apple stuffs such as iPhone, iPad etc.. At the age of 55 or was it 56.. Mann poor guy.. However he did a great job! RIP STEVE JOBS!:)

**
oh back to my story. Today have lab management, kindda slack today and the mann i can't log into the lappy! Damn it! Thanks to RP they always make my life miserable! In the end i have to go to IT helpdesk.. Lucky the person was friendly and nice i remembered his name, Harry. Hahah! Lucky not Harry Potter! Hahaha!! Okay lame..

So my team mates are great so far for today totally funny bunch of people..:))

Having 6P now.. The faci seem to be a nice guy.. So far.. Hahaha! And look at the time it's only 3.06pm and we are having 6P!! Awesome!!! Hahhaaha!!

**
Nadd's birthday is tomorrow.. My gf is finally turning 21! Hahaha!! But she's still cute mute je.. Heehee..:)
Miss my gfs loads.. I wonder when can we meet.. Especially ayu and our gf jr! Hahahha!! Hopefully we gf cn have a meet up like we used to have at West Coast..:) i am waiting for a heart to heart talk.. :) rindu max ow! Hehe. Okay gtg now.. Cya!! Gonna go home and download vids!! The picture below was taken at 11.11.. I was bored and was tumblr-ing all the way using my phone.. Hehehehe!!

Oh fug no!!

2011-10-05T15:05:00.002+08:00

Okay this is getting boring, here i am in my class first day of sem 2 yr 2..having neurobiology and it sucks!! Faci is way draggy and he kept asking question! Like wts!! I am damn bored lahh! But lucky my team presented first.. So i am all relax now.. But the faci kept on asking us to ask questions and also yada yada yada.. End up he's the one asking questions! I know it's neurobiology but don't test our brains too much lehh..

**
Anyways i am now writing this blog using my phone.. Hehehe.. Just downloaded this app.. Very good actually because faci don't even know what i am doing.. Gosh i am dead bored right now! It's 3.04pm now and wth! It's only 3 groups now that have presented.. Wahhhh!!
Just look at my class right now.. All minding their own business.. Lol!!

I am so bored!!

2011-10-03T19:42:00.001+08:00

Fug!

My PP report was rejected!

grrrr!

now must do rework!

hopefully they will approve!!

I am so over PP now!!

DAMN IT!!

2011-10-01T15:39:00.002+08:00

My PP is halfway done!!

thanks to those who did my survey!!

love you all many many!!

hehehe..

well i have nothing much to update right now,

but school's starting soon.

so hopefully there will be more updates by then..

so see ya again soon!

cya!

CRAZY STUPID LOVE~

2011-09-03T01:26:00.003+08:00

Hello there!!

Well, i'm a happy kiddo!

today went to JP with Syawal earlier and bought myself a small apple speaker from action city..lol!

thanks to firdaus for the promoting it the other day..hehehe..

Then since Syawal wanted to eat MacDonalds, we head there to eat and OMG!!!

There were cockroaches!!!

EWWWW LAHHHHHH!!

While I was queueing, I saw a cockroach! running!

Then at the place that I was sitting there was a tray, and I saw a fries that was still untouched by the previous person and there was a cockroach BESIDE it!! OMG!!!

But luckily in my food I saw no cockroaches!

if there are cockroaches in my food I'll sue!!

EWW lahh MacDonalds!! What happen to cleanliness?

****

anyways....

After I send Syawal home I went to watch Crazy, Stupid, Love with Amy.

and hahaha! it was hilarious!

not bad..

I was laughing at most of the part..

hehehe, RYAN GOSLING IS HAWT HAWT HAWT-EEE!!

wahahah!!

And I simply love it that Emma Stone is one of the cast!!

and guess what?! There was Analeigh Tipton!

Yes! Analeigh from America Next Top Model cycle 11!!

hahahaha!!

I know I saw her in some show!

hahahaha!

After watching the movie, Amy and I head down to Starbucks, but due to my uncomfortable sore throat, I didn't drink anything from Starbucks today..

hopefully, once my throat is heal I'll drink something from there..

crashed!

2011-09-02T13:16:00.004+08:00

There will be one more family member in the house~^^v

Us with grandma~

The married ones!

My mum and dad~ married since 1978..^^v

Last pic! candid! my fav!! just look at my dad!! lol!!

Hello hi!!

First of all, Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim readers.

Anyways, this year raya was okay, had great time and also most of us falls sick this raya.

i wonder.

all down with sore throats and flu!

damn it!

oh well.

so, here i am blogging again, after,well... a week of not blogging.

first day of raya, went to grandma's house.

and due to this year kak ani wanted to do the hari raya at her house, we head down to her house after that.

and as usual, after all that, we head down to my late grandfather,tok sari's house.

This year without him, his house seemed empty.

then after spending time at Tok Sari's house, we head down to my 2nd sis-in-law's house.

it was the last house to be exact.

then after chatting and laughing to Hazim's scaring the cat.

we head home.

my wedges were killing me!

hahahaha!!

but oh well, it was great..

oh!

is there an outbreak of virus online?!

because there seemed to be virus everywhere!

first, my internal hard drive for the laptop i used for school crashed!

then, my external hard drive that was guaranteed to be in good condition crashed while i was watching RIO with the kids!

then now! the laptop that is used at home crashed!

then the uncle who repaired it said that it was virus!

so i had to reformat everything!!

whoa!!!!

my itunes and my songs and my pictures and my games oh and not forgetting my brother's stuffs inside all gone..

thanks mr & mrs virus, whoever you are: I HATE YOU!

tsk!

sighs..

oh i will be meeting Amy today!!

gonna go watch movie~~~

hehehe..

the usuals..

movies and coffees..

i need some hot soup.-random.

p/s: i am currently okay with my 1st sister in law now.. since we talked things out, and well, she cried and i cried. all is well..

2011-08-22T02:30:00.003+08:00

PFFT!!

you think what?!

you slam the door I scared is it?!

fuck lahh sey!

kau slam slam the door, aku bagi kau satu choke slam baru tau!

KNNCCB!!

Aku pon tak kuase lahh nak tengok muke kau!

kalau aku dah benci, sebelah mate pon aku tak nak pandang!!

suar nye pompuan!!

JUST GET OUT FROM THIS HOUSE!!

YOU DON'T BELONG HERE!

ASS HOLE!!

2011-08-22T00:59:00.001+08:00

Biochemistry UT..

Shall just do my best then..

If fail then, I'm prepared for it..

I guess I may have to quit school soon anyways..

sungguh takde harapan..

I HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!

2011-08-22T00:14:00.003+08:00

Bodoh nak mampos!!

You mess with the wrong person at the wrong time bitch!!

Idiot!

Bloody irritating!!

Anak kau tu makin hari makin kurang ajar okay!

Jadi jangan nak salah kan aku!!

Campak bende kat aku, bebual ngan aku macam kawan die..

Langsung tak respect aku!

Jadi buat ape aku nak diam diri lagi kan?

might as well, aku hilang sabar aku and well, now you know what's happening right..

aku dah malas nak tunjok muka baik aku!

tak kuasa!! lebih baik aku buat sial jugak!

tak ada guna nye asyik aku je yang bersabar!

Kau nak perangai mcm sial, aku pon bole lah eh!

It's my fb and it's my say!

I say whatever I want!

Kau kalau tak puas hati kau bole dengan tangan terbuka keluar dari rumah ni! and also delete aku dari fb!! I dun give a FUCKING CARE!!

Mentang-mentang ni bulan puasa nak aku diam aje?

please lah, aku pon ade hati!

aku pon manusia..

kesabaran aku ade tahap nye..

I HAD ENOUGH!!

Kau nak complain kat kakak and adik kau?

COMPLAIN LORH!!

I DUN GIVE A FUCKING DAMN LORH!

lagi memalukan diri kau! bodoh!

Anak kau tak ade adat,kurang ajar, anak kau tak tau sabar, sume nak dengar kate dorg je and anak kau tak tau nak duduk diam,bising and memekak je!!!

malaikat nak datang rumah aku pon tak jadi kau tau!

sebab korang lah!

aku dah cukup sabar eh..

mentang-mentang aku paling muda dalam rumah ni kau pikir kau bole pe pijak kepala aku?!

no way hosay!!

Aku dah taknak give in lagi!

cukup-cukup lah dengan kesah dulu..

aku diam diamkan je..

Dulu time kau gaduh ngan abang aku kau panggil die binatang kan!

sekarang sape yang binatang?!

kau pikir aku lupe sume tu?

please lahh, it's still fresh in my mind!

how you treat my mum and dad at that time, I so dun fucking like you bitch!

mak aku maybe bole uh kau buat gitu, but ngan aku no way!!

kalau kau tak tau ajar anak kau, meh sini aku ajar!

everytime balik je bising..

rumah aku dah macam tonggang pecah dibuatnye!

abeh ni stakat aku baru post kat fb, kau dah kecoh!

tak tau full story teros nak mengamok!

bodoh max!

menyirap tahap VOLCANO KONON!!

belah lah!

abeh aku nye VOLCANO kau tak nak tau ke?

aku nye VOLCANO ERUPTION LAGI BESAR DARI KAU NYE!!

Aku dah cukup stress ngan aku nye sekolah nye exam, tambah anak-anak kau nye bising and tak erti bahasa and sekarang kau nak mengamok sebab the word sial?! omg!!

baik pe..

step kau tak pernah tengok cite KL gangster gitu kan, it's just a speech from that movie aku add kat situ bodoh!!!

tsk tsk..

EH SIAL AH PUIIII!!!

Kalau kau tak puas hati ngan aku kau bole keluar lahh dari rumah aku!!

bawak anak-anak kau sekali!!

aman hidup aku!

tahun ni raya jangan harap aku nak tengok muke kau!!

waaa!

2011-08-18T03:40:00.002+08:00

goodness gracious me!!

I cannot stand it!!

My head is like going to explode any moment!!

Why must all modules be fcuking stressful!

damn it!!

Biochem!!!

A&P!!

Microbio!!

Immuno!!!

waaaaaaaaa!!

stress stress!!

why must exam be now?!

fuggggg!!

So many UT talks to go to this week!

next week will be hectic!

one whole week!

super busy!!

damn it!!

2011-08-15T09:34:00.001+08:00

in class..

and it's the last day of school.

I didn't sleep last night..

and now i am cranky..

sleepy

dozing off soon..

omg!

2011-08-01T16:28:00.004+08:00

Hello hello there!

Okay today is the first day of the fasting month!

I dunno why but I am very excited today.

heehe..

anyways, sorry for abandoning my blog for so long.

Sorry bloggeegee..

hahaha..

Here I am right now in class waiting for Iz and Nab to finish their RJ.

Then we will be heading home and I'll be preparing to break fast with my family.

I don't know why, but somehow I've been looking forward for fasting month.

hehehe..

I wonder why..

heheheh..

Oh, last Saturday, I went to ECP with my STTs mates and I had fun!!

Firstly, met Kak Yan, Sab, Awu, Ani and Nurul at Boon Lay then later on, at Jurong East Farid joined us, she brought her nephew along..

so yeap, we joked and had some stories throughout our journey..

I thought we were the ones who were late, turns out the rest we the ones who came later than us.

so we reached ECP and found a place to seat.

it was hot and sunny weather, and not forgetting windy~

While waiting for the rest, we ate and played taboo!

Taboo was fun!!

it was my first time playing and I had fun..

then Kak Eva and her family came together with Jun~

Then as time past by, Kak Farah and Kym came..

eating, playing along the sea..~

goofing around~

It was great spending time with them and playing games that was invented by Kak Eva's husband, Abang Mas..

Everything went as planned..

Alhamdulilah!

hehehe..

But horh, the sea water was damn salty lahh!

the waves were huge!

we were jumping along with the wave..

hahhaha..

it was fun.

divided into white and black chicks.

I was part of the black chicks since we were wearing black.

hahaha..

and guess what, those who were wearing black were the ones who played in the sea before the game even started.

the others wore white!

hahaha..

with equal amount of people.

6 white, 6 blacks (well ani was wearing dark blue, which seems like black) so yeap.

heheheh..

I have sun burn all over my face and my arms and well, my neck have it too..

lol!

Had truckloads of fun!!

okay shall end here.. pictures will be added soon~

2011-07-21T11:27:00.002+08:00

Having immunology now.

I am so hungry..

faci is talking and talking..

tomorrow having dikir..

I wonder who took Awu's money..

Such a chaos..

My mind is currently blank so my update will be very boring for now.

Oh. ya. before i forget.

I failed my Immuno UT1.

i got an E.

sighs.

I wonder why they grade it so low!

well not only me having a low grade for Immuno.

even the A grade students have surprisingly low grade.. unbelievable!

Now i am hungry!

Oh I've finally watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2!! woots!!

It was great! But they didn't really show how Fred, Remus and his wife dies..

And also the part where Neville becomes the Headmaster.

Alot of the parts in the book not really showed.

so yeap, better read the book..

but overall, it was awesome!

okay, got to do ppt now!

chao!

2011-07-17T18:16:00.003+08:00

oh believe it or not, that's my dad at the side, the shortest man..lol!

He was invited by his friend, who is the Chairman, so yeap, being the ex-chairman, my dad went.

So there's my dad, the chairman, the MP and 'i donno who that other man is'..

lol!

It was great! Look at all of us with our mask on!

The faces behind those mask~

Well, hello everyone, yesterday's performance went well!

Everyone did great!

hehehe...

I was afraid that I might miss a step, but i didn't.

Alhamdulilah..

Great Job STTs!

You all did superb!

I am very tired~

Who wanna watch Harry Potter?!

shall we go together?

Amy seems busy..

if she's not busy, i'll be busy..

when I'm free, she's busy..

lol!

oh well, looks like I'll be watching Harry Potter Deathly Hollows part 2 more than once in the cinemas..

so yeap..

Anyways, i don't mind watching over and over again..

I should be studying A&P right now, but here I am updating my blog and also watching Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's stone..

hehehe..

Well, I kindda watched 3-4 movies just now..

I just now watched, Rango, Mean Girls, The Girl next door and also Rio.

and now, Harry Potter..

woops..

Okay, I guess I better end here..

Thanks for reading peopos~

WAAAAAHHHHH!!

2011-07-15T15:35:00.002+08:00

I am freaking out!

Tomorrow is performance day and I am so nervous!

Why must they make us dance?

waaaahh!

I want to just do dikir can?

then i run inside no dance for me.. can?~

sighs..

Anyways, I am done with my mask~

I did Rin's one also, hope that she'll like it though..

I drew a pink flower..

hehee..

mine is a simple picture.

just a few leaves..

nothing much, i have no idea for mine..

so yeap..

I guess looking at the mask, it's kindda cool..

the other's were drawn by aishah.

I scared she tired so yeap i didn't asked her to draw..

hehehe..

she drew a mask for Jun, Awu, Kym..

I liked Jun's mask.

gold and black.

nice!

hehehe...

I am currently down with a slight fever today..

I hope it will not be bad until tomorrow..

I hope I am able to dance well tomorrow..

Oh Allah! Help me!

2011-07-10T06:08:00.002+08:00

Hey there~

Currently the time is 6.11AM!

Well I can't sleep..

not sure why. but yeap..

It's a SUNDAY MORNING!!

GOOD MORNING HOMOSAPIENS~

hehehe..

anyways.

There will be dikir practice later at 4PM.

so I am not sure if I'll be having the energy later on.

but hopefully i will.

All I can say is my 'tarian' sucks to the max!

LIKE SUPER SUCKY!

The dikir is fine, but the tarian, mak oiii!

kekok sungguh hamba!

hahahah!

It felt so weird after not dancing for so long!

I guess all my limbs are frozen!

I just can't find the right timing!

at all!

sighs..

Hopefully later I can brush and polish up my steps!

Asmaradana~!

that's the song that we'll be dancing to.

oh gosh I hope it goes as plan.

STT jiayou!!

hehehe.

especially JIAYOU MYSELF!!

hahahah..

Yesterday I tried my best to atleast memorise and did my dikir steps.

now, today I hope I can get the dance steps.

ommo!

So many to remember, and the performance is THIS SATURDAY!

WAAAAHHHH!!!

*breathes in and out*

I am currently addicted to a song titled, Daydream by Christina Perri.

=]]

It's been stuck to my head most of the time.

well, kindda.

and also the Asmaradana kept on replaying in my head!

WTH..

Ah sial uhh, pui!

heheh, learnt that from Zizan in KL Gangster.

it's funny when he does it.

lol

I guess it's time for me to take a nap.

my eyes are being heavy now..

so update ya all again soon!

*craving for starbucks !!

gtg!

mornites people~

shut up.

2011-07-07T13:26:00.004+08:00

Hallo what's up?

Anyways, here I am right now in class, supposed to be doing ppt, but here I am slacking.

Why?

Because, today's lab sucks to the core!

The waiting time for the incubation already took 2 hours ++! omg!

so boring!

Then just now there was a fire drill!

so yeap, we had to stop our experiment and head out to the hot sun!

sighs!

RP RP, always wrong timing!

so yeap, wasted time again by going out in the sun.

The moment we reached back to the lab, there was nothing else to do!

Right now, my team mates are doing the ppt together, I am just here, listening to Adeline and Shurhan explaining.

I hope I can understand for later's presentation.

hmmm..

Luckily, they are understanding, so yeap, they are willing to explain to me, slowly. Especially Adeline, hehehe, she's the kind of leader you would want in a team, she's the type that if you don't understand she'll keep on explaining until you understand.

hahahaha.

Nadhirah and me super lost today.

lol!

awesome pe!

hahaha..

Zim, atleast she's beside Shurhan doing the ppt..

hahah!

now my team, talking about Nad's haircut!

lol!

she's disappointed with the salon who cut her hair and her fringe..

lol!

hahaha! now we are discussing again about the problem statement..

blardy hormones and athletes. pfft!

anyways, I am finally done with my vid!

and yes, i've upload it to facebook!

hehehe.

Hope you'll like it Ayu!

Anyways, earlier this morning, chatted with Socksku through What'sapp!~

hehehehe..long time never chat, finally!

heheeh..

Okaylahh, i am gonna go watch a movie while waiting for our presentation time..

Doodles~

so sooner of later, i shall not give a fcuk!

2011-07-06T14:46:00.003+08:00

hi there!

First of all, sorry if my blog keeps coming back with a boring daily life story about me.

anyways, here's what happened yesterday.

Well, yesterday, I thought I was gonna be late, wanna know why?

My brother accidentally brought my bag instead of his to work!

I was like whuuut?!

The first thing in my mind when I saw my bag was gone in the morning was, maybe my mum shifted it to other places, but then after my brother called home and told my dad that he had my bag to work rather than his, I was shocked!

Then the next thing I was thinking about, UT! my UT!!

I have test! I need my bag!!

My stuffs!

all in that bag! my wallet etc~

Then my dad told my brother to bring back the bag home!

of course it's major not having a laptop for UT!

all notes and all my junks are in that laptop!

So yeap, my brother came back home in a rush, and lucky for me, i was not late plus i have my bag to school!

hahaha.

so yeap, yesterday biochemistry, all i can say is, I freaking don't understand that module!

fcuk!

Then proceed on to Microbio UT..

Funny thing is they say that it was harder this time, but surprisingly, i find it not too hard and not too easy, so average i guess, if I get a C for this one, I'm happy.

so yeap, head home with Iz and Nadhirah(Nad) decided to tag along, so yeap, the three of us walked to the MRT and alighted at J.east, Nad had to go to town, so she took the train from there, last minute I guess. so yeap.. said goodbye to her..

Iz and I went to the library. Did RJ and well, junk stuffs and by that I mean, downloading stuff and watching some videos for me..

Stayed there until the library closes.

for the first time, the librarian stood at the entrance and said thank you, goodnight!

hahaha!

I smiled, they were so friendly~

hehehe..

Now i feel like eating chomp!

should I go J.east? lol!

just to eat chomp?!

omg perangai budak gemok sia noor!

hahahahaha!

Oh!

I downloaded Pretty Little Liars season 2 episode 4!!

hehehe!

wasn't able to watch it live from US just now at 10am, since I was sleeping, so decided to just download it and watch it later.

Turns out abcfamily channel is not so bad after all, now that I can watch it on live streaming online~ heheheh..

super duper excited!!

hehehe..

Thanks to PLL tumblr everything is possible~

hehehehe..

woots!! and it's great I am not schooling on wednesday~ hahahaha!

can watch it for now if i wake up early..

but for next semester surely tiring, no more off day on Wednesday, everything will be school day..

ROAR!

Oh ya, I am currently on a video for my gf, Ayu. heheh..

wait for it aite!

now still waiting for one person's reply..

farhana lorh, who else kan..

so long!

omg!

3 days and still no reply..

baik eh, perangai mcm (dot dot dot)

i guess if this goes on, i shall just make that video and just post it to ayu..

hehehe..

hmm, looks like i'll be watching charlie and the chocolate factory today..

movie marathon anyone?

i should be studying biochem actually..

but as usual, biochem is not my forte..

so yeap..

movie marathon it is..

life's so boring these days..

everyday I'm TUMBLR-ING~

hahha!

there she goes~~

huga huga!

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU GF KU!!!

2011-07-02T21:11:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!

RASHID & AYU!

Hehe.

Hello there.

Met with my gfs and bros today~

It's Ayu's Wedding today!

hehehe!

anyways~

Met gfs and bros at Boon Lay MRT at 10.50am.

sorry I was late..

heee..

So we head down to Paya Lebar and cabbed down to Lagun Sari Wedding and Catering Services~

It was a great and super event!

Ayu looking Gorgeous and Prettay!

heheh!

Rashid looking Smashing good!

hehehe!

Like a fairy tale~ especially when she came out with that white flowing dress ~

like like like!

woots!

Alhamdulilah! Everything went alright and smoothly.

Amin.

Oh ya! turns out the 'mak andam' for Ayu was my 2nd Sister in law's 'mak andam'! what a small world!

heheh.

i went up to her and said, "Kak, you look familiar uh, I think you were my sis in law nye mak andam,'

she looked at me, 'oh, sape eh?'

'Mizalina, err, Miza?' i said.

'oh ya! Miza! Yes yes, yang tinggal Jurong West kan?' she said.

'a'ah! hehehe,' i smiled.

hehehe..

what a small world!

hehehe.

so then we have to wait for ayu & rashid to change into the next outfit, which is the gown, so the rest of us waited and joked around as usual! lol!

well, most of us were worried just incase there were not enough seats, lol! especially nadd..

hahaha..

eventually, the place was big enough to have many guests..

heehee..

so we didn't worry much about it later.

lol

then after Ayu & rashid came out with the wedding gown and suit, we were like woah!!

hehehe..

CANTIK SEKALI!!

whoosh!!

hehehe!

I straight away, stood up and took picture! hehehe!

biasalahh..

hhehehe..

so yeap, we took our last pic with Ayu & Rashid.

Said goodbye and wrote in the guest book!

hehehe!

we conquer one whole page! hehehe!

see below!

hahaha! sorry if your can't read my cakar ayam hand writing ayu! hehehe!

After saying goodbye to Ayu and congratulating her and her husband, we head home, took bus 14 then 30 all the way.

My leg was aching!

ape taknye!

Baru baik from ankle sprained dah pakai heels!

lol!

amek kau!

nak kene ngan baju lahh kate kan!

heheheh!

but it was worth it!!

hehehe!

I get to see my gf atas pelamin!

woots!

hehehe!

so happy!

I shall stop here i guess before I blabber more nonsense..hoho!

gonna go play bejeweled!

Adios amigos!

2011-06-30T16:06:00.002+08:00

I am walking this road life alone~

Hey there.

How have everybody been?

Good?

Okay, what I am going to tell happened when I was in M'sia last Saturday.

So on Friday, the usual, travelled to M'sia by car to be exact belongs to my 2nd bro.

We reached Kuala Pilah around 3 in the morning~!

So as usual, chatted, ate some kuehs and drank tea.

Oh ya, my friend Iz decided to tag along since she never been to a kampung before.

so yeap.

at the back seat was syawal, me and iz.

The journey to Kuala Pilah was fun, since we were having a hard time to have a nap and my dad purposely drove faster when it comes to the turning road left and right.

so yeap.

The next morning, we planned to go to Ulu Bendul after dad has done what he came for in the first place which is to help my aunt repair her water pipes.

so when my dad was repairing, Sheera, Ieqa, Iz and I head down to visit the other kampungs nearby. We saw chicken, peacock, old houses left abandon and well, stories from Sheera which I shall say scary!

then looking at the sky it seemed like it was gonna rain soon.

So we went back home.

so yeap, it rained after that..

haha.

Then we hang around while waiting for the rain to stop.

Then everyone got ready and we head out to Ulu Bendul.

It was fun there.

But there was something tragic that happened at that place, 3 siblings died there due to an accident at the waterfall mouth.

It breaks and then all the water splurge out. Some were saved but apparently some died.

According to my aunt this 3 siblings, their parents were divorced.

Then one day their father brought them there for spending time together and that incident happened.

Sad story ay.

so yeap, 2 siblings body were found but the other one remains unknown.

I guess life is indeed in HIS hands.

sadded.

So as the day went on as we were having fun, something happened to me.

I sprained my ankle.

Not exactly my ankle but at the sole area.

DAMN FCUKING PAIN I TELL YA!

I can't even walk properly.

I had to limp and change my slipper with my dad's crocs.

At first I can somehow walk slowly but as the time goes by, at Uda's house my leg totally cannot make it anymore!

damn i tell ya!

so went to this clinic nearby.

and the clinic name made me laugh lahh!

KLINIK TAWAKAL!

hahaha!

ape taknye aku terkekek kat situ..

hahaha!

so yeap.

got my pills and bandage and head back to Uda's house.

sat and slack for awhile and head home to my aunt's house.

The next day we went to Achik's house at Melaka and soon after that we went to MYDIN, a shopping complex at Melaka and bought stuffs.

after that it was already late, so we head back to Singapore.

Well obviously my story is not that detail here..

haha.

Kindda boring ay?

someone is being a bitch again.

don't ask me who.

figure out yourself okay.

thanks.

2011-06-24T11:46:00.003+08:00

This was yesterday's training attendance..

hehehe.. better than last week..

woots!

We will be having a Talidra( if i spelt that correctly, hehe)

Kak Eva told us about the plans for the performance.

I somehow like the plan B though, seems more 'wow!'

hahaha.

I overslept this morning.

super tired.

Was thinking of not coming to school, but I guess, it's Friday and I am going M'sia tonight.

And Iz will be joining us!

hahahah!

since she haven't visit any kampung before, so yeap she'll be tagging along.

hahaha.

so at the back seat will be me, iz and awal!

eheheh

2011-06-23T17:54:00.003+08:00

You know what?

There is this someone, super duper fcuking irritating.

well shall call her someone here.

So unappropriate.

Okay people out there if you have a friend, cherish them can or not?!

Don't treat people like dust can!

If you don't want to be friends anymore,

Go to that friend and say it in her face!

Don't need to act all innocent and say this and that and treating that friend like an idiot!

Idiots!

Like seriously grow up lahh.

If you want someone to treat you with honours and great respect you have to give yours!

like what the shit you giving sia!

Pretending is all you can do?

But come on it's bloody fcuking obvious!

You don't have to pretend anymore lorh!

just come straight to my face and say your piece!

don't need to ACT LAHH PLEASE!

LIKE WTF SIA!!

tsk tsk tsk!!

Let me tell you what.

If you want to go separate ways be my guess but atleast let me know!

Don't be like somebody that we know can!

Leaving without telling and just leaving like that!

What bloody fcuking attitude is that?

You used to criticize others for doing so, but now it's coming to you!

You are doing it!!

Please lahh open your eyes!

I know I have my wrongs. and ya i noticed! and here i am saying this.

not sure if you are reading but I am sure you are.

So ya.

I became like this because I noticed you change.

But heck!

I am willing to accept whatever happens.

You are not the only one in this world you know.

Others are affected by you as well.

You change like fcuking change!

to a different person like fcuking totally different!

My friends happens to leave me all the time.

Those who have been in my shoes will know how fcuking painful and hard it is for someone to leave you after knowing them for so long!

I guess you never know right friend, because so far I know that you never have a very super close friend other than you know who.

I am glad I have friends who are willing to stay.

I really am and I am here to say, to those who stayed, thank you.

There's no word to describe how i am feeling right now.

I am turning 21 soon and I don't want all my past to come creeping and haunting me.

I want to let go of my past.

But I know it will be hard.

sighs.

to whom it may concern,

I may not know what is running through your mind, (because you never seem want to tell me anymore) however, I hope you are happy with what you are doing.

That's all.

Here i am in school!

2011-06-21T17:35:00.000+08:00

I am no.

2011-06-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hi there, everyone.

How are you doing?

Good?

well that's good to know.

For those who are not feeling good.

Good!

I am so not feeling good at all.

Sighs.

Anyway.

SORRY, for being so grumpy on my previous post.

I get angry easily these days.

DOn't ask me why, I don't know either.

Maybe it's my surroundings.

who knows.

SO.

Today went to East Coast Park with Dad, Mom and my friend Iz.

It was a father's day event that the CC people set up.

so yeap. went there.

The picnic area was damn far I tell you that Iz and I had to walk all the way to the bicycle rental shop!

DAMN!

Walked for 25 minutes (roughly)

Then cycled for 2hours.

then walked back for 25 minutes!

Well not that boring because atleast Iz and I got alot of junks to chat about.

Especially all that has been going on around us.

well I shall not elaborate here aite.

Anyways!

I had a surprised!

As I was lying on cardboard that was on the ground, where we seat, I received a call from my best man! hahaha!

It was FIR lahh!

hahaha!

I was shocked that he called me asking where I was, so I said I'm at East Coast Park.

Then he asked if I am close to the carpark!

Then I said YA!

ahahah!

turns out he was having a father's day picnic as well with his family!

hahaha!

Long time no see bro! I thought you mati!

hahaha

joking!

So yeap, as usual fir is always super kecoh!

he stayed and chatted with me and my mum and iz.

just for awhile..

then he went to take his nephew.

HAZIQ!

so cute I tell you!

hahaha!

Haziq lose weight!

last time i saw him he was so CHUBBY!!

haha!

now still chubby but not like last time.

lol!

so yeap, bit goodbye and around 4.30pm head back home.

tired!

currently i am downloading pretty little liars season 2 ep 1!!

heheh..

gonna watch it tonight!

hehe, this is what happens when I have a test tomorrow,,

Anatomy and Physiology.

hmm, gonna flunk it i guess?

sighs.

I just can't concentrate right now..

tsk tsk.

all the best to those having UTs!

Jiayou!

I am gonna watch PLL now..

good night!

time now is 11.58pm..

well.

ciao!

2011-06-17T15:10:00.002+08:00

hello~

currently in class now, I am so bored today!

BUT

TGIF!!

hahaha!

will be meeting Amy later~

XMAN here I come!! hahaha!

Anyways, i need to clean my room tonight.

time to change the "fengshui" in my room!

clean clean clean!

oh ya not forgetting, the toilet as well..

wanna know why?

because other than me and my mum, no one else cleans the toilet!

TRUE FACT!

how embarrassing, i know.

but what to do, they like don't care..

sighs..

so that toilet is all *i dare not say here*

all i can say is DIRTY TO THE MAX!!

like ew!

oh ya, sorry for being gone for so long..

don't be bored.

P/S: I am hating my sister in law(first) as the days past by..

fcuking irritated by her.

She got issues!

like seriously!

damn fucking hate her!

Like come on uh! you are 30 yrs old!

grow up lahh!

use your brain to think bitch!

Ya Allah... tolong aku...

2011-06-09T12:26:00.003+08:00

Tak ada tempat nak mengadu nasib, mengadu kat sini lahh ya.

anyways.

not meeting ayu today.

sorry gf.

I am down with flu & fever.

my voice sounds like one rock chick!

Thanks to yesterday running in the rain with my nephew.

Well, it's kindda funny actually.

I am not sure if I've mention it in previous post,

okay, here it goes, Syawal, my nephew, accompanied me to dikir's meeting yesterday.

ended before 11pm.

since it was at makan shiok, Syawal and I end up walking home.

so the sky was freakin red.

I asked Syawal to follow my steps.

so i breeze walk..

then the rain came like super fast!

heavy rain!!

I hold syawal's hands and we ran as fast as we can!

at one point when we were running, my head went blank!

My eyes went blurr.

I let go of Syawal's hands and asked him to run faster by himself to the shelter at NTUC fair price.

He was running and he reached the shelter.

as for me, i stopped half way, look up at the sky.

I walked.

Then I ran!

I don't know what was I thinking actually.

Okay.

enough about that.

I didn't sleep last night until this morning at 7am.

where my mum woke my 1st bro up for work.

I slept at 7am woke up at 10am.

nice huh?

now am having flu and fever.

how awesome is that?!

(sarcastic)

sighs.

cabaran hidup aku, bila akan berakhir?

Ya Allah... tolong aku.

2011-06-09T00:50:00.004+08:00

I am not sure if I am suppose to be thankful or not.

I saw her.

After 3 years of not contacting, no news and nothing of what so ever.

I saw her.

Earlier today, met Iz and Nab, went to Jurong East Library, wanted to do PP but end up watching movie using laptop and also went to IMM for lunch-dinner.

At first in our way to take the shuttle bus at Jurong East Interchange, I was already not feeling good. I was kind of breathless.

I told Iz and Syawal.

But after some time, that feeling faded for awhile.

After eating at IMM, we went to walk around and Iz went to buy herself a new flip flops. we headed to Giant and walk around since I have time before dikir.

So after some time I was feeling tired, we went to relax and sat down at the garden.

Then there, Syawal was playing at the new playground.

Nab, Iz and I were sitting at this big banana figure.

Then there is where I saw.

An old friend.

Nab and Syawal shouted her name.

At first, I saw her, I was thinking, is that really her?

I was glad in a way that i finally saw her.

But somehow, the hurt feeling came back.

I felt an heartache.

like being crushed all over again.

As i was saying, Nab and Syawal shouted her name, I was hoping that she didn't turn.

and yes, she turned, it was her.

I guess she was with Khai.

The moment she turned, I realised that it was her, my brain told me to look away as fast as i can.

I didn't know what was I thinking.

My brain and heart were finally working together, my body turned and told Iz, Nab and Syawal, "Jom pergi dari sini," I felt my voice trembling.

I was going to cry but I hold it in.

I tried not to think, but I guess the wound is still there.

I am glad I saw her, healthy and well, she looked great.

I miss her.

Don't get me wrong, I have move on, but it's hard to forget someone who used to be important to you.

I don't know if she noticed me just now.

But dear friend, I am glad I saw you today.

=')

Anyways, enough about that..

I will be meeting Ayu Gf tomorrow!!

well, judging by the time now, which is 1am, I'll be meeting her in about 12 hours more!

haha..

So excited!

see ya ayu!

Sesungguhnya Allah itu maha mengetahui perasaan aku sekarang.

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah diriku ini.

Amin.

Amerie Rose

2011-06-01T09:10:00.003+08:00

Hallo! time for blog time while waiting for faci to start class!

hehehe..

Okay I am now in class going to have A&P.

I HOPE SHE CHANGE THE TEAM!!!

tak bole tahan ngan budak lelaki yg tak nak buat keje!

Please tukar!!

omg!

SHE NEVER CHANGE!! somebody kill me!

DILEMA!!!

2011-05-26T18:12:00.004+08:00

OMG!!

I know I grow fatter day by day!

BUT!!

OMG!!

When Nab commented on my ITE pic at Liyana's fb, I was shocked to see my old self that slim!

OMG!!

what the hell!

Now I realised how much weight I've lost and gained during that two years and after that two years!

Astaugfirllahalazim!!

Mengucap panjang sekejap!

fuhh!

A SUPER BIG TRANSFORMATION SIA!!

For other people is Fat first then slim! Mine is slim to FAT!!

whoa mann! whoa!!

ITE life and RP life.

see the difference?!

wahseyyy!

I miss my tan skin..

Like seriously!!

I look healthy back then..

sighs..

Hopefully I can get my spirit back up to do exercise..

Actually horh, I miss exercising..

Really!!

I miss weight lifting and running at the stadium.

Eventhough it was tiring, but it was worth it!

but I guess, now if I were to do that I'll "pancit" all the way!

fuhh!

what a huge different.

wahhhhhhhhhhhhseyyyyyyyy!!

When I showed this picture to Iz she laughed!

Kuang ajor!

hahahaha..

but ya, really it's funny lahh..

people usually the other way what..

ahahaha!

okaylah, whining also won't give me back my 2008 - 2009 weight..

now what I need to do is try my very best not to lose hope and faith to lose weight!

JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

woooo!

BLOATED BODY!

2011-05-24T23:57:00.003+08:00

The pictures above was take yesterday.

Met Kelly Yeo, Khaliesah, Lily and Kelly Goh before going off from school.

Since Kelly Yeo brought her polaroid she decided to take picture of us together!

hehehe.

yeap love them!

hehehe..

anyways, there's 10 strips so we each got two pics each!

hehhehe!

okay now for today, had immunology and today is the 5th Week~

Next week is new team..

sighs, I really like my 1-5 week's team!

There's Alim, Yi Hui, Tommy and Yi Chiun~

all funny together and we always got jokes to tell!

hahahahha..

gonna miss being in the same team with them for Immunology!

I wonder who will be my next team mates for the next five more weeks?!

hmm..

Anyways!

Today had Microbiology UT1..

and well, I shall not say lahh..

but it's do-able!

Alhamdulilah, my mind was okay.

But before UT starts, I had this feeling, I dunno why?

Did anything happen to any of you readers out there?

I was feeling worried and almost wanted to cry!

I told Qiqi about it.

As I was doing UT my head was thinking about what was going on, but luckily, I tried to read some prayers then slowly my mind starts to think more on my UT.

Then everything went okay I guess.

I wonder why was I feeling that way?

Everybody okay right?

I hate my gut feelings sometimes..

sighs.

So after UT, went off with Iz and Nab.

Since there's 'pasar malam' at Woodlands, bought the veg pizza.

as usual.

Sat outside the civic center and ate our food.

After that head to library to do our RJ.

Tomorrow, no school!

Whoopppiiee!

Wanted to meet my Gfs, but seems like all busy, one got rugby, some got work and more, okay at least they tell me that they cannot make it lahhh..=(

got one worst! never reply me at all!

wahsey! sadded lah!

Anyways, I'll be only meeting Rin gf tomorrow, since she's having her graduation tomorrow!

feewiitt!!

gonna go down and see her graduate..

hehehe, since i got nothing much to do either..

lol..

Oh ya! today saw Syafiq and guess what he said when he first saw me?!

He said that my body becomes fatter!

thanks eh bro!

hahahahaha..

but he's right, i am becoming fatter and fatter, and fatter!

I think I'll die bursting!

sighs..

oh well..

no choice, hard to slim down anyway.

nvrm.

I am fat and well, happy i suppose?

hahah.

okaylahh..

gtg now..

meeting Rin at 1.30pm tomorrow~

=))

good day!!

2011-05-21T23:02:00.003+08:00

Hey there, I am glad today's comp ended.

Eventhough we didn't win, but I am okay with it.

I am glad that I didn't messed up any of the steps.

However, kind of guilty because my entrance and exit stage was not perfect as the others.

ESPECIALLY MY EXIT!

YA ALLAH!

I am so sorry!

I really didn't know..

But I had fun today, with STT..

I know, that they are sad about the end results for today.

But I have already suspect the results, because judging by what I've seen.

Yes they are all good and great!

Their spirits and everything.

Hopefully we can do much more better for the next competition to come, insya'Allah!

When there's a will there's a way!

Jiayou STT!

We can do it!

So after that, went to meet Iz and Nab, since they came to support!

Thank You very much!=)

Head down to Peni since Iz wanted to buy pants.

so yeap, then went to Bugis and eat at Tong Seng!

woots!

Fried Fish Soup! Long time no eat!

finally!

hehehe!

Anyways, the laptop that I bring to school everyday is okay now!

Thank goodness!

phew!

but of course my data are all gone!

sighs..

sadded!

downloaded all my applications again..

and now I am waiting for Amy to send me my fic so I can continue with Chapter 53!

hehehehe..

Nothing much to update today.

Tired now.

I am thankful to Allah that he gave me strength today.

I was afraid that I might forget some steps for the competition, but thankfully I didn't!

fuhhh!

Alhamdulilah syukur!

Till then, see you..

I believe in ALLAH!

2011-05-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

I read something from Ayu's blog..

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya semua yang Kau lakukan mesti ada hikmahnya.

InsyaAllah.

Anyways, I read it and well, it brought me to tears.

It's about Nurfasarie's story.

click here to read the story.

However I am proud of Nurfa and her husband.

=')

FML!

2011-05-20T00:10:00.004+08:00

Well for those who have not seen my short hair well here's a peek!

hehehe, well, this one is after blow dried.

hehehe..

so it looks slightly straight.

heheheh..

but the real one, curl curly~

heheheh..

so yeap.

took this before I went for dikir just now.

As days past by, I am starting to be more committed for dikir.

Semangat STT!

whoot!!

heheheh..

Well, i am having fun and also atleast i have something to do then lingering in the library after school..

hehehe..

since most of my friends have IG, in fact all the three of them have, so yeap, that's why I decided to take the chance when Rin asked me to join STT..

and yeap, i didn't make the wrong choice.

I am having fun!

even though it's kindda stress now, because we will be having our competition THIS SATURDAY!!

OMG!!

NERVOUS BUT EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME!

i just joined like few weeks ago and man! I am going for competition!

you know that feeling right!

SERAM SEJUK!!

fuuuhhhh!!

Anyways, about laptop, My dad has went to repair and change the Hard disk, which cost $105!

and dad asked me to repay him once I have the money, so yeap..

But the funny thing is when I switch on the laptop just now, it was blank!

wanna know why?

Turns out he only change the hard disk!

he never went to install the WINDOW!!

Now I am HOPING!! that tomorrow I can go one stop center and get it over and done with!!

If not I have to borrow school's laptop which I'll have to pay after 10 days of usage

OR!

Save money and buy notebook!

Small laptop!

ahhhhhh!!

Money money drop from the sky now!!!

I demand you to fall from the sky!!

sighs, i am going crazy!

FML!

that's all!

I think I shall cut my hair again!

BUANG SUAY!!

hahahahahah!

Aku rindu Nadds!Ayu! Fir! Min! Rin! & Mok!

2011-05-19T19:22:00.004+08:00

Sighs, i donno what happened to the laptop!

tomorrow go school have to use school laptop!!

waaaaaaa!!!

T.T

Got to know that the hard disk crashed!!

fugggggg!!!

sighs!!

I was doing my work half way thru then this green lines appeared and then snap!

it's gone!!

when I turn it back on it went like that! in the picture!

T.T

Dad went to repair, the man changed the hard disk!

but then the laptop is still blank, found out later that he didn't insert the window in!

i was like

fugggggg!!

-.-"'

2011-05-18T00:06:00.003+08:00

I had an awesome time today with my TPS (-1) LOL!!
Early morning met Sya & Amy at J.east Mrt.
hehehe..
guess where we go so early in the morning at 8am?
HAHAH!
We went to USS!!
Yes!
Universal Studio Singapore!
Wooooo!
hahahah..
we planned for so long and finally we are all free and yeap go ahead with it!
hahahah!

So the three of us head down to Harbour Front!
Then we waited for Muny and head for the bus!
Okay the bus, so PAISEY LAHHH!!
I thought it was a free shuttle bus! skali must tap card!
ASS!
hahahahah!!
okay so after that embarrassment of mine~
another one happened!
Hahah!
We thought that we didn't need to alight at the Casino area, but actually we do need to alight there!
HAHAHA!
the bus driver told us to go down there!!
LOL!!

to cut it short we reached USS around 9.20 ++.. Early early!!
hahahah!!
it opened at 10am!
hahahah..

As soon as it was 10am, the gate opens and we went in!
Happy happy!!
hahahaha..
our first ride was the Revenge of the Mummy!
First ride already scary and exciting!! hahahah!
I shouted like mad womannn!!
hahahahah!
it was dark and the ride was fuhh! indescribable!

HAHAH!
Muny and Amy had the greatest impact ever!
hahahah!
but understandable arh..
hehehe..

So after Mummy ride we went to JURASSIC PARK!!
wooohoooo!!
awesome!
the flying canopy and then the story one, i forgot the name!
hahaha..
fun!! got all wet!
hahaha..
Muny looked pale there..
poor her..

**
okay then after Jurassic park we head to FAR FAR AWAY!!
SHREK 4D was awesome!!
best ever!
heheheh!

Then we walk around Far far away..
ate lunch at Goldilocks'
love the fries there!
hehehe!

After Far Far away if I am not wrong was we head down to Madagascar!
woohoo!
Merry go round ride!
hahahaha..
Feeling feeling like a kiddo~
hehehehe..

**
We went to the WaterWorld!
SUPER AWESOME!!
The story line, the splash and most of all, THE EXPLOSION!
awesome!!
The actors were great!! superb!
woots!
I think tonight I might end up having dreams about explosion! too many explosion for one day!
hahahaha!

Okay so after that, Sya and I took the Roller Coaster!
Amy and Muny didn't want to take the ride so they guard our bag..
Thank mann!
hehehe..
Okay..
The red one first! which I think was the Human one..
hahaha, I shouted like mad woman!
I was like AHHHHHH all the way!!
hahahaha!
Then I shouted Yoochun's name!!
hahahaha!
Sya was laughing at me!
hahahahah!
Then I shouted OMMA!!
hahahaha..
lol!
The red one was scary because it only the lower part of your body that is the secure part..

Then after that ride, we walked around Hollywood and New York!
hahahah!
awesome!
met some characters and went into 'Light, Camera, ACTION!' it was great..
Steven Spielberg's creations!
it was great!
The hurricanes scene, the fires, the thunder!
it was a great scene..

Of course we had to wait for all the places that we went to, but it was worth it!
Every single of it!
we went to every ride except for this kiddo roller coaster ride at Far Far Away.
:(
but oh well, it's okay, i got take picture with Shrek can already!
heheheh..

Oh!
I almost forgot!
After we went around and riding the other rides, Sya and I decided to take the blue roller coaster..
The Cyclon!
HAHAHA!
Scary but AWESOME!!
This one very funny, the first start I already said vulgarity!
hahahah!
sorry Sya, you had to hear my cursing!
hahaha..
The first starting of the ride, the moment we went out, then the roller coaster went up, since it's the ride that goes round and round, we were sitting some how the opposite way of the red ones.
So as I was saying, the coaster went up then suddenly there's a spark!
Then I said, "KIWAK!" out loud!
Then throughout the whole journey I was shouting and blabbering nonsense, as told by Sya..
LOL!!
I remembered I shouted, DAMON's name!
hahaha, random uh..
lol!!
Then I shouted err, someone's name also..
not to be mention here..
hehehehe..
So yeap, no wonder Sya said I blabbered nonsense!
hahahahahah!!

Okay then when we head down , we walk around take pictures with the mascots~
Woody Woodpecker~ hehehe, my primary sch friend Imah was working there, hehehe!
Frankenstein~ he almost killed me! LOL!!XD
Marilyn Monroe~ she's so fair!! hahaha!

heheh..
Then we head to the boat ride fro Madagascar, the one that just opened..
IT WAS FUN!!
We took it twice!
the second one we took Sya, Muny and I were the crazy ones!
Amy as usual, maintain cool!
hahahahahahahah!!

Hahah! Then we went to take picture with Kungfu Panda!!
Woots!!

hahaha!
Oh ya!
We went to watch Monster Rocks!
It was awesome!!
Only Muny, Sya and I seemed to be the ON ones!!
The rest of the crowds, like dying!
I didn't saw Amy's reactions..
LOL!
Since she was sitting next to Muny who was sitting beside me..
lol!
The Monsters do rocks!
HAHAH!

Okay then, Sya and I went to take the Accelerator..
big blow off!
bored!
Just spin and spin but nothing happened!
LOL!!
I didn't feel giddy at all!
Certain part I thought it will go faster, but then it stopped!!
-.-"
but nevermind, it worth the try..
lol!

We stayed all the way till the end!!
woots!
FIREWORKS WAS DAEBAK!!!
AWESOME!!
Love the part where the explosion happens!
lol!!

Okay I'll be uploading pictures to my facebook soon!
but need some edits.. hehehe..

okaylahh, sleepy now..

thanks for reading if there's any readers..

have a great day ahead people!!
Callobetteh!
Bye!

Rush!

2011-05-15T12:08:00.002+08:00

Okay I am blogging before going for Dikir's training..

Going to be busy for the next few days, because will be spending most of my time going Dikir.

I just hope I can do my best for this first competition I am gonna be in!

Jiayou STT!! Jiayou everybody! Jiayou NOOR!

hehehe,..

well, today's training is at 12.30pm..

I just hope I can remember every steps and also every lyrics!

fuhh!! alot to remember!!

okay look at the time, it's time for me to go now!

Nab, Iz, Zi, if you are reading my blog, let's do PP together okay!

I am super lost for PP!!

OMG!! someone help me please!!

Gfs, I am missing you all right now!

I hope to meet you all soon!!!

very very very soon!!

gtg!

love ya readers!

Love you more~

2011-05-11T19:13:00.002+08:00

Love you more by The Pierces.

I find you never seem to notice,
But did we miscommunicate,
Oh and all the things they showed us,
They nocked you out but on your face,
See how the others do it,
They're intertwined,
But they're still free,
Oh but you don't wanna hear it,
Whats it to do with you and me.

How can I love you more,
Tell me how can I love you more,
How can I love you more,
Tell me how can I love you more,
I won't only be your baby,
How can I love you more.

What now,
Are we moving faster,
Well do we need to slow this down,
Your mind is what you wanna master,
And then you think to come around,
But what about me,
Well tell me what can I love most,
Sometimes it feels like I'm losin,
Step off the heart thats on the floor.

How can I love you more,
Tell me how can I love you more,
I won't only be your baby,
How can I love you more,
How can I love you more,
Tell me how can I love you more,
How can I love you more,
Tell me how can I love you more,
I won't only be your baby,
How can I love you more.

Just wanna be love by you~

2011-05-11T18:45:00.003+08:00

Hey there, me again.

There's no school today!! Whoop-dee-doo!

hahahah..

oh ya, i chopped off my hair!!

hahaha!

short short!

hahaha..

mum was like!

"how come so short?!"

hahaha.

i just said, "my hair curly what!"

hahahah

Later will be going for dikir.

meeting Ani and Nurul first.

since i am super lost kindda person.

haahah!

i like my hair now!

hahaha..

but i hate my fringe!

pfft!

but nvrm.

I currently listening to Turn on Billie by The Pierces~

miss singing!!

People who wanna go sing?!

hahahah..

ask me okay!

i wanna go!

hahaha..

but make sure cheap cheap one!

hehehe..

Woo! You'll be mine is playing on my playlist now!!

addicted to The Pierces!

woohoo!

if only they were popular in Singapore and there's a concert I WANNA GO!!

hahaha..

You'll be mine~

Suddenly...

2011-05-10T13:58:00.003+08:00

Hallo..

it was so sudden but ya, it made my day..

hehe..

Even though he was bored but I guess it was worth it..

hehehe..

anyway, some of you may know him, some of you may not know him.

but ya.

heck.

lol!

there's more to just what I've upload, but I guess I should just stop there lahh ya.

so yeap.

that's the first to the middle of the chat.

Early in the morning I told Iz about how I wish I could see him or atleast talk to him. then later today, he msn-ed me.

okay lahh, maybe some of you think it's stupid and childish.

but oh well, I am just happy when he chat with me.

sighs~

later tonight have dikir.

so got to have the energy!

hahahaha!

okay gtg now, presenting time~

bye!

Allah is Great!

2011-05-08T21:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!!

Well, it was around 9pm that my 2nd bro and wife came to the house and brought a fruit cake to celebrate Mother's Day..

so yeap, we celebrated mother's day..

Okay it seems like i am having trouble uploading the pictures here..

pfft!

Mann! the weather is so hot these days..

I kept having headaches!!

ahhh!

hate it when that happens..

-.-

anyway, yesterday met ririn and went to ayu's house to get the avon perfume that she ordered.

then went to ririn's house to learn our dikir steps..

as usual, i am a slow learner..

sighs.

I'll do my best!!

hwaiting!!

oh ya, heard some news lately.

well...

Allah is great!

That's why things happens for a reason!

I hope that everything will go the right way..

Insya'Allah..

Nadd, Ayu, Min, Rin, Fir & Hans..

hope to gather as 7 again soon!

There's school tomorrow!!

WTH LAHH!! RP!!

walao!!

other school got holiday you know!

pfft!

sleepy now, gonna go sleep soon!

after I upload pictures from KL at FB..

faster faster!!

*yawn~*

Immunology tomorrow~ sleepehh~

BORING DAY

2011-05-06T15:36:00.001+08:00

basically the chat above is between me and ahboy.

hahahah..

we were bored during presentation..

so yeap, this is what happened.

LOL!!

A day when by with a smile.

2011-04-28T22:20:00.004+08:00

Today, went to meet Ayu..

Met Kasih~

so cute!

hehehe, spent time talking in her room while waiting for Ririn.

The rest were having something on so yeap, only Ririn and I went to meet Ayu.

I made Kasih fell asleep..

yessa!

imma good aunty..

hahahaha..

used to it lahh i guess..hehehe..

She's so cute lahh..

see the picture below, she fell asleep in my arms..

hehehe

so cute~

so after that Ririn came with her fiance, Andi.

we sat down and then ate Chicken Rice that Ayu mum's cook for us..

hehe..

That's my Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner..

hahhaha..

so sat down and suddenly we were talking about the election thingy..

lol!

I hate politics..

but sadly, whatever..

After sitting down and chat for awhile it was time to go home..

Rin and Andi took a cab home as for me..

At first I wanted to take the bus, but I end up taking the cab as well..

lol!

so yeap, the uncle forgotten to turn on the fare..

I noticed it and told him..

he turn it on and well, the fare started..

hahhaha..

The uncle don't even know where is Jurong West St 41!

omg!

I have to tell him the direction and he started to look at the GPRS map..

lol!

funny sia this uncle..

I guess he's new..

Anyways, reached home and sat down for awhile, since I was tired.

OH!

I finished reading the book that I bought while I was in M'sia.

Some of the scenes are unforgettable..

I think I might read the book again..

lol!

surprisingly, I am interested with this book as soon as I saw Kak Long Inaz's same book.

The title of the book is M.A.I.D.

As soon as I saw Kak Long's book I took it up and read the story's synopsis.

then I find the story quite good..

About a lady, who in desperate for a job, until she doesn't even mind working as a maid.

so one day she went to this agency.

She applied for a job and with luck she got one job, since her employer was a guy who wants a local maid.

so she said she wants the job.

but, on her first day she bump to a guy.

the guy scolded her for not looking up when she walk.

without knowing that, that guy that she bump to was her employer, the owner of the penthouse that she was working in..

until she saw his picture and well,she was shocked!

the guy don't even know that she was his maid.

because their communication everyday was through post it notes and phone calls.

the guy never seen his maid face to face until one day.

The guy was fussy.

very fussy that the girl named him as Mr. F..

well, what happens next..

I won't tell you..

It's a comedy & romance novel.

so yeap, I was so engrossed in the car that day on the way back from M'sia,

I didn't realised I was reaching half of the book within one day!

hahahaha!!

But I like the book because it's not totally all Malay words, there were some English words used..

But one think that I am glad is that, my malay still not bad..

hahahah..

i thought karat already you!

hahahah!!

okaylahh, super sleepy now..

gtg sleep..

I have the urge to read more book!

Library here I come!!
but first of all I must pay the fines first..

sighs..

46 bucks gone!

all thank to one idiot!

pfft!

oh well, old story..

I can't delay the fines too long!

I need to read books mann!

Okay.. see ya all soon!

Hope to meet all gf like that time,

complete 7.

Saranghae~

GRRRR!

2011-04-28T12:13:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH!!

Biochemistry today is a pain in the ass!!

I hate it today!

What the hell?!

Biochemistry in Beers?!

Who invented that darn thing!!

AHHHHHH!!

I have so many questions with no answers!

So frustrating sia today!!

I so don't get it at all!!

RAHHH!!

I smile but that doesn't mean I am happy. C.R.I.E.D

2011-04-26T19:01:00.004+08:00

Harlluuuu~~

Currently in school and my laptop battery is gonna die soon.

Anyways~

I am glad and happy as I am.

I don't know what you want to do with your life my friend,

just don't treat your friend like dirt.

Because to my eyes,

you are treating yourself like dirt.

That's all I want to say.

Oh! Great news!

I will be meeting my DEAREST GFS~

Super duper excited to meet them!!

We will be meeting Ayu at her house..

Happy Happy Happy!!

Super Duper Excited!!

Can't wait for this Thursday!

Before that I'll be meeting Amy tomorrow~

Since I have no school on Wednesday..

So I'll be meeting her to pass VD eps and also what else!

STARBUCKS!!

WooHoo!!

My Caramel here I come!!

HAHAHAHAHAH!!

Okay gaining weight is one problem, but nowadays I find myself eating one meal per day..

don't believe me ask my friend Iz.

hahaha..

I lazy go eat when I am in class.

Don't feel like going down at all, so stayed in class from 9.15am to 4pm!

hahahah..

Then after class then go eat..

Heheh.save money at the same time..

Anyways, got to know that two of my class mates likes DBSK/JYJ..

Woots!

Oh! And two of Iz's classmates as well..

ahahhaha..

coincidence sia!

HAHAHA!

awesome!

Oh ya, currently I am thinking what have happened to one of my friend.

Friend if you are reading I hope you come back to school as soon as possible.

You are clever, and it will be a waste if you skip school like this.

I may not know what you are going through now, but I hope you will bring yourself back together and come back to school.

Hope to see you.

Something in my mind kept me wondering, what do my friends thinks of me?

Sometimes I can feel that somehow some friends are so near yet so far away.

Sometime the one so far is so near (in my heart).

I wonder why though.

But I hope, if there's anything that anyone out there is hiding something from me, be it about me or anyone else (who is your friend).

I hope you tell them.

Hmm, because I guess coming clean is the best thing, even though it hurts at that moment, people tend to move on no matter what, eventhough they will think about it over and over again. Because even though it hurts, it is part of life.

Sometimes I wish that I can read people's mind and heart.

But I guess Allah gave me something, he gave me patience and a heart and brains to think.

The things about a friend and me during 2008, still hurts me, eventhough the pain is gone, (thanks to my lovely friends who have been there for me),the wound is still there.

Dear Friends, I used to have a bestfriend, we knew each other for 10 years, but it ended just like that. Just because of some cruel words by some people.

So friends what ever you do, think.

Put yourself into your friends' shoes.

You may think that you know them, but you never know what is exactly in their hearts.

I used to trust deeply for friends.

But after that incident, that trust to someone is very hard to say anymore.

This is a random post though. I suddenly thought someone who used to be my friend.

I just hope none of this will happen again.

till then, good day.

(Battery dying soon)

Anatomy sucks.

2011-04-25T13:00:00.004+08:00

First day having anatomy and physiology and I am hating it already, i donno why, it's either the people that I am working with or the faci..

sighs..

better do my work now..

AHHH!!

I can't wait for class to end!

This.

2011-04-21T19:47:00.002+08:00

Okay hello there everybaddehhh!!

Today had Immunology module, it was not that bad. Quite fun due to my team mates~

hehehe..

anyways, the Faci that took my class, she reminds me of Ms Fong sia!

hahaha!

Hahah, there's something about her, which is scary but nice at the same time!

LOL!

scary much!

hahahah..

So I was team up with Yi Hui, Tommy and Alim.

Oh and Yi Chiun, but she didn't come so ya..

So we had fun, Tommy is super clever can!

envy envy!!

i want his brains can?!

hahhah!

SO we joke and laughed, it was fun..

Oh ya, the faci was slightly draggy as well.. but heck lahh..

I guess most faci are draggy..

hmm..

Tomorrow gonna go M'sia in the morning, i guess I won't be sleeping tonight!

Got alot of stuffs to do before going, need to pack my bag, download some songs and also!!

Need to do my chapted 51!!!

HAHAHA!

Yeap, I've reached chapter 51 of my fanfiction~

Thank you to my dearly Pink Slips who motivated me to write more..

I shall continue! hopefully it won't bored them out..hehehe..

Getting to the hot chapters~ wait okay! wait patiently~

DUDE!! Miss you and the rest! Meet up soon mann!!

woots!

US HERE WE COME!! HAHAHA!!

H.U.N.G.R.Y

2011-04-19T13:32:00.003+08:00

In school right now, and I am super bored!

Having Biochemistry, studying carbon.

blah blah blah~

sighs, super hungry and sleepy now..

ahhhh!!

I wonder what's for Lunciner later..

hmmm.

Oh what's Lunciner? hahaha, Lunch + Diner..

heheheh..

Hungry hungry hungry~

I am always presenting nothing much..

gosh what is wrong with me?

sighs..

habit habit habit uhhh!

sighs..

BUT YEAH!! Tomorrow I have no school!! woohoo!! free day!!

can wake up late!

heheheh..

sighs, i nothing much to update today..maybe later..

see ya for now..

HUNGRY!

Prick your finger as you scream..

2011-04-17T20:04:00.002+08:00

Okay should I be excited or should I be nervous?

I guess I am having both feelings.

Anyways, school starting TOMORROW!!

I am super "I DONNO WHAT THAT FEELING IS CALL!"

Ahh!!

new class..

new classmates..

new modules..

new facis...

AHHHHH!!

Hopefully this Yr 2 sem 1 class is as fun as the previous class, gonna miss W15B so much if this class is dull and boring sia!

sure gonna die if that happens..

please oh please don't be a boring class..

But I am glad that I know 4 people from my Yr 1 sem 1 and Yr 1 sem 2 classes!

hahaha!

two from each class!!

There's Hui Qi and Alim from Yr 1 sem 1 class..

There's David and YC from Yr 1 sem 2 class..

phew..

hopefully can maintain the fun!!

please oh please!!

dying here!!

class starts at 9.15am..

CLASS PLEASE BE FUN!!

SAME GOES TO THE FACIS..

GAHHH!!

my prepaid is super duper low, so i better be early tomorrow~

Oh I changed my playlist again..

hehehe..

and well, my blogskin as well~

still prefer the old one though for the blogskin..

but nevermind, time for a bloggie change..

IDTS!!

2011-04-16T10:01:00.002+08:00

Walao now damn annoyed!!

Woke up in the morning due to screams and shouts done by that #$#$!

What the hell lahh!!

She kept on shouting like as if nobody is sleeping in the house!

EH hello tu anak kau! kau jaga uh!!

kau pikir ape orang tak penat pe jaga anak kau?!

Setakat kau keje, kau pikir kau sorang je penat!

eh siallah! mak aku lagi penat tau jage anak kau!

kau balik rumah selalu bising bising!! kau mane nye big fuck sekarang!!
knnccb!

Abeh bila dah balik bukan nye nak jaga anak kau, kau teros masok bilik, marah2!! celake kau uh!!

Kau pikir ape, anak kau ni sume baik sangat pe!

anak kau sume kadang2 perangai macam monyet kau tak tau!

sajak lah tu kene ngan kau!

irritating sak!

mentang mentang mak ngan ayah keluar gi hospital kau pagi pagi nak pekik pekik!!

kau pikir ni rumah kau kape!!

KNNCCB!!

Aku kalau hilang kesabaran tadi dah lama aku sepak muka kau!
cara kau bebual memang kurang ajar!

Selamat mak aku tak banyak komen tau pasal die dengan rela hati jaga anak kau, tapi kau selalu macam sial! tak tau nak appreciate kerja orang!

Kau cepat keluar dari rumah ni pon cantik uh!

Itu sebab dari dulu aku memang tak respect kau!

Aku tak salam tangan kau, kau nangis bilang abang aku, cakap aku tak respect kau, sememangnye aku memang tak kuasa nak respect orang macam kau! sebab kau tak respect others!

Macam mane nak respect kalau kau kurang ajar ngan family aku!

Kirim salam sudah!

don't!!

2011-04-13T22:43:00.005+08:00

Received a message from one of my Gf.

I am happy.

I'll pray for you gf.

Pray that everything will go smoothly.

May Allah guide you through this upcoming journey.

I am happy.

But sadly, I can't be there..

Well hopefully we will meet in JUNE like you said.

Excited for June now..

hahaha..

Anyways, currently having fever now..

LIKE WTF cans!

All because of my throat!

fugg sia!

Can i just slash my throat away?!

It all started when I cough.

Cough and sneezed.

Then suddenly I felt blood and indeed it was blood.

Saw it through my flem.

okay kindda gross now huh..

so yesterday mum brought me to the private clinic, took temperature, I was slightly having fever.

Went in for check up with doctor, he asked me to open my mouth,to check my tonsils.

then after that he check my neck and tell him if i feel any pain..

indeed there is, at my right side, but not that pain uh.

then i told him i kept having blocked nose.

like seriously.

then he gave me fever medicine, anti-biotics, cough med and this small pill, i have no idea what the name is, but he said it's for my nose.

And guess what that pill doesn't work I tell you!

woke up in the morning today, feeling so dizzy.

checked my temp, it was 38 dC!

sighs..

then after awhile, Ririn called, i was in bed when my sis in law knocked the door to say there's a phone call.

went out and it was Ririn.

Sorry Ririn can't accompany you..

But I heard you got the job, congrats!

Anyways, I am slacking my way at home today..

Sighs.

need some caffeine!

One caramel two caramel~

Keep listening to music while laying down.

Watched some variety show laying down.

Sighs!

no wonder i am fat!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

gtg.

ahhhhhhhhhh!!

2011-04-11T00:22:00.001+08:00

Seriously, it's the same old stories that I am hearing.

Over and over again.

Please eh, change for good, not worse.

Telinga gua, dah naik panas dengar cerita lu.

2011-04-10T20:26:00.003+08:00

First of all, Happy Birthday to our bro, Firdaus!

Happy 21st bro!

Nad, Min,Rin,Andi and me met at 9am near fir's house.

We planned to have a mini celebration for our Lady Gagah!

hahaha..

so yeap..

First, Andi helped us to fetch Fir,.

Fir was told to be blindfolded and Andi purposely let him walk around his neighbourhood!

LOL!
The girls and I waited very long for the two guys to reach our spot.

When we saw them approaching, we got ready all the stuff.

Water bomb and flour.

When Andi opened the blindfold, Min threw the flour to Fir while Nadd, Rin and me threw the water bomb..

HAHAHA!

We ran and gosh was my stamina damn low.

Fir ran towards me holding on to the water bomb!

sighs, he managed to throw the water bomb at me..

tsk!

Then we sang birthday song and gave him his birthday card.

HAHAH!

at first we purposely gave him an empty birthday card..

HAHAH!

Then after that we gave him a card, that was done by us.

It consist of our birthday message and our picture as a group and individual~

HAHAH!

It was fun today.

Long time never sabo people..

HAHAHA!

So we hang out for awhile, went to Gek Poh and ate at KFC, chat about our old times in secondary school and all the funny memories and the haunted house.

LOL!

It was great.

Well, after that, everyone head home, since it was going to be 3pm.

Head home and edited some videos..

BUT! the movie maker was making a nuisance.!

sighs, waited up to 3 hours to finally get the movie maker to be save to mpeg format!

@#%^#$#$%!

oh well, gonna go upload the vid now.

tata!

2011-04-09T13:53:00.003+08:00

It's Saturday and I am bored. Very very bored.

Will be meeting my gfs to have a mini celebration for the only guy in group..=)

That's right tomorrow someone will be turning 21!!

hahaha, It's Fir..

LOL!

Hopefully will have fun tomorrow..

Super Duper Excited now! hahahah!

See you gfs tomorrow!!

news~

2011-04-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulilah, everything went smoothly.

Will be meeting gfs tomorrow..

I am so happy, so happy that I can cry now.

I am glad that she's safe.

I am glad the little sweet thing is safe too.

So earlier on like I've said, I went to fetch my grandma..

Then slack at home..

After that, went to met Amy today for awhile,

since I need take my thumbdrive back.

so yeap, met her after her job interview..

She got the job!

hahaha! congrats dude!!

Hahaha, she will be working as an Early Childhood assistant teacher.

hahaha..

whoo!!~

hahaha..

When to eat dinner with her.

And I saw Hans with her mom!

hahaha..

so talked with her and her mom for awhile~

then she need to go home already.

bid goodbye.

after eating dinner, went to buy myself a cardigan.

whoo, believe it or not I bought two cardigans for $40..

Aunty gave me discount..

awww..

hahaha..

so after that went to Amy's house, watched VD..

*Previously, on Vampire diaries.* LOL!

While seating there, received a great news!

I was so happy!!

I was like Alhamdulilah all the way~

hahaha..

Syukur Alhamdulilah.

Messaged Gfs and whoa! all replied at the same time!! Only Fir didn't reply me though, oh well~

hahaha!

All so happy~

=))

hehehe, okay lahh that's all~

Adios~

2011-04-07T16:10:00.002+08:00

Ririn, this is the other song that I told you..

Nadd's singing this for someone.=)

Hehe, Nadd, hope you don't mind me posting..

Love your voice gf.

Talking to the Moon - (Nadd's Cover)

2011-04-07T14:54:00.003+08:00

Hands in my pocket - (Christina Perri cover)

Originally by Alanis Morissette..

LOve this!!

noorninoor

2011-04-07T13:43:00.003+08:00

Hey there!
Well, gonna update short and simple today.
Mum woke me up early this morning asking me to go fetch my grandma from her house.
I asked why?
Then mum said that grandma was feeling giddy and not well.
So yeap, I went.
Waited for taxi like WTH! freaking long!!

Then finally got this taxi, thank you uncle, you save my time..
lol!
i was thinking of calling for a cab! like seriously!
So when I reach to my grandma's house she was seating at the couch, luckily she opened her door slightly..
So she changed her clothes and I went down to open her letter box..
and whoa! she received a cheque!
awesome much..
ahahah, something about TV and radio license..
forgotten how much she got though..
AHH!! why I never receive cheques from letter boxes!!!
sighs..

So we cabbed all the way back to my house..

reached Jurong, Grandma wanted bread.. she was about to take her money out, I just said dont need and went out of the house..LOL!!
so yeap I went grocery shopping..
hahaha! I accidentally over spent my budget for today!
lol!!
okay for some who know what i mean..
LOL!
I bought not only bread, I bought cereals, milks, biscuits and hahaha etc..
lol!
see lahh...
Don't ever ask me to do groceries..lol!
I'll buy something else more..
lol
..

okay..
Oh ya, if you are listening to my playlists, I am currently into Acoustics songs..
i dunno why, but I love it..
hahah..

Oh ya, my formspring, kept having these people asking weird questions! aiyooo..
but I guess that's what formspring for..

Ahhh!! shall go tumblr-ing now..
see ya!

I am so proud..

2011-04-06T01:36:00.004+08:00

Nadd, I hope you don't mind me posting this...

I love the song.

Well, folks she sang this for fun okay..=)

Have fun..

Jar of heart. (cover by Nadd)

my friends and me.

2011-04-06T00:49:00.008+08:00

Hey there!! Here are the pictures of Moony's Belated Birthday Celebration which was 3rd April with Sya, Amy and Moony~

and also some pictures of My Mons, Nadd, Ririn and me during today's meet up..

We met at JP, bought the cakes and flower..

The picture below is on our way to City Hall~

Met with Moony and we played Bowling~

hahahah! Sya and I going crazy over the Hut's Platter~ hahhaha!

The Super Supremo Pan Pizza~ yumms~Love the crust please~

Wooo~ the one below is my favourite!! Cabonara!! shake shake~

This is Munirah aka Moony~ hahaha! This was when she opened her bdae gift,she was like, whoa!whoa!whoa! all the way! hahahaha!! oh ya, that Happy Birthday was written/drawn by me.. hehehe, my art still okay i guess..LOL!!

LOL!! this is HeeMi Couple! Sya shouted NO!! when I said that..LOL!

hahahaah!! Sya + Amy..LOL!!

Hahaha, decided to do this..hehehe..

Okay now below is the picture of me and my Mons~ hehehe..

"You don't have to stay single anymore~" hehehe, love this..

Thanks to Wendy's..

Hehehe, the picture below, everytime I take this kind of picture, the two of them laughed..

LOL!!

they said my actions looks funny!hahaha!

okay..

Presenting My Mons~ hahaha! Wished that the COmplete 7 to be in the picture of course..=))

Misses..~

Okay this picture below, they tried to follow one of Sab's friend..hahaha, I shall not say who..lol!!

Sexy eyes~

lol!!

Okay what would you choose? Tight? Slim? Regular? Loose?

Pick one..

LOL! but if you read the words, they end with Fit..

LOL!!

so imagine ya Loose Fit..lol!!

How is loose a fit?hahaha!

okay i am being dumb for a sec.. for fun..=)

That's it people, Free Yourself..!!

Ahh~ Marks and Spencer~ simply awesome!!

hahahah! i am hiding! saw me? hahahah!

Ahh~ this picture was taken at Daiso at Ion Orchard..

hahaha, imagine me in S.Korea with these ear muffs! hahaha..

Gfs, with feathers..I like this pic..colourful~ hehehe..

Woohoo!! finally got it!! a perfect twirl~ hahahah!

and this too~ hahaha!1

Mons plus me.. hahaha.. we are the Mons on the Complete 7..whoohoo!

Well that's all folks~ hope you had fun~

see you again amigos~

love love love~

2011-04-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

Hello there, sorry for being gone for these few days..

Well, on the 3rd April, went out with Pink Slips minus 1..

hahaha, we celebrated Moony's belated birthday..

Woohoo! Had super duper fun!

First of all, met Sya and Amy at JP..

Then we bought balloons, flowers and cake for Moony..

Hahah! and the three of us wore BLUE TOP!! hahahaha!! coincidentally..

lol!!

So we asked Moony to wear blue too! hahahha!!

After that we waited for the bdae girl at City Hall.

But she was late, so we met her straight at Marina Square.

My knees were creating problems for me.. but tried to hang on..

We sat down and drink at Qiji..

When we finally met the lost Moony..

Sya decided to make Moony walked all the way towards us..lol!!

so she called Moony and gave her direction to walk to us..

hahahah! her reactions were funny! we just hide behind the pillars while Sya gave her the directions!

LOL!!

So after that, we played bowling and Amy was pissed off because she kept on having gutter ball..

Then the four of us were pissed off because the there's this people from the other lane that kept on using our bowling balls!! grrr!! they took their own bowling balls but never use and use ours instead.. WTF!!

So we had and awkward moment while we were there..

Then after finish playing bowling, we decided to go eat at Pizza Hut!

(OH!! forgot to tell you that we hid the cake and the balloon in the Pizza Hut with a help from Micheal- a staff there, who helped us..- hehehe)

So we order the family meal if I am not wrong, which consists of 4 drinks, 2 different types of pastas, and a pan pizza~ and we ordered hut's platter... yumm~

so yeap, after eating and chatting and Moony opening her presents, Micheal asked us if we want to give the cake, and Sya and me kept on signalling with Micheal, it was funny, I wanted to laugh out loud when Amy tried to distract Moony! heheheh..

So with Micheal's help, the Pizza Hut's crew played a happy bdae song as they dimmed the lights.. ghahaha!

Moony thought it was someone else..hahahah!

she really didn't realised..

Hahaha, when the cake appeared, then OMG face came out from her..hahahaha!

shocked!

hahahaha..

Then we ate the Tiramisu cake that we bought earlier from Prima Deli~

hahaha, yumm~

After that, we thanked the staff and especially Micheal for helping us...=)

Had fun..

We head to walk around Marina Square first..

Then we decided to sit down..

Sya wanted Ice Cream with thin crips coated with chocolate waffles..

After that we head out to sit at the place where My gfs and I sat during New Year..

So when were there, the wind was perfect.. it was breezy~ we chit chatted and joked around and well, with Sya, Moony and Amy around me, there is always something more to talk about (you know what) LOL!!

Imaginations and Visualising!!

LOL!!

Thanks to them I had wild imaginations!

LOL!!

Amy i know you are reading..LOL!! HAHAHA!

So after seating there for 2-3 hours I think.. we decided to finally head back..

hahaha, we tortured Moony by letting her carry her present, flower, cake and balloon!

hahahahahah!!

Mianhae Moony ah~

hahahaha!

We bid goodbye to Moony since she's going towards the East. and we going to the West.

So yeap, in the train, Sya, Amy and I talked and talked.

Sya took an evil picture of me..

lol!

then when we reached Outram P. let's just say there were alot of hell of people..

and well, you know when there's alot of people, the mixture of smell is unbearable!

so we decided to just alight at Clementi and took cab home..

Hahaha...

When I reached home, my 2nd bro and his wife were in the house, they just came back from Phuket~

And they gave me a half tube pants dress.. err I donno if that's it, but ya, something like that..

Thank you for the dress!

I don't usually wear dress, so I'll try to wear that one day..

People don't laugh at me when you see me wearing that okay..

Hahah, time for change anyway..

hahaha..

Okay, so the next day, which was yesterday, 4th April, was my mum's bdae..

But before that, Amy accompanied me to take my award from ITE Simei~ Thanks Dude..

We ate and lingered around Tampines..

then she had to go to class, so yeap, send her all the way to City Hall, bid goodbye and head home..

So yeap, my family were all at home!

Awesomeness!~

hahaha, 2nd bro decided to order KFC delivery..

so yeap, we celebrated mum's bdae eating KFC~ hehehe..

long time no eat KFC!!

hahaha..

Then there was a sudden talk about houses..

My 2nd bro and wife going to get a new house..

Congrats~~

Then I was saying.. Later everyone got their own houses..

GOOD!

My 1st bro will have a house around Jurong also in 2014..

My 2nd bro will have a house too in Jurong somewhere this year or next yr maybe?

THEN!!

My sister, hopefully she gets marry and stay with her husband's new house at Bukit Panjang!!

hahaha! then I said, "The two rooms will be mine!!! All mine!!" hahahahahah!!

But really, I need two rooms!One will be use at my study and well, my dancing room~ then the other one will be my bedroom okay..

=))

hehehehe..

Oh well, we shall see how..hyuahahahah!

I am not getting younger anyway.. but I look young, I know..

LOL!!

okay perasan!

hahahaha..

heck I am young at heart lahh seyyy!! hahahahahaha!!

Okay noor jangan perah santan bnyk sgt ehh..hahahaha!

Okay back to my update..

So today, met Ririn and Nadd~

My montels~

hehehehe..

Well, the plan was accompanying Ririn to her interview at Gleneagles Hospital..

Then after that we went to town, walked and chit chatted all the way, until Ririn who was telling us her friend's story became breathless!

hahahaha!

kesian gf~

hehehe..

so yeap, when we reached Town, we went to Wendys~

fuuh I just realised I have fast food for three days straight!!!

OH NOO NOO!!

okay later shall brag about that..

back to story, while we were eating and chatting at Wendys, it rained!!

Like wtttttT!!

So we stayed there and took pictures and well joked about something..

hahaha!

After that we walked around town for awhile when suddenly they want KOI..ehhehe..

so yeap we took bus to Bugis~

Drank KOI while looking at the scene at Bugis from Iluma's roof garden..

But it was suddenly bright and sunny, so we stayed there for awhile and finish drinking when we sat down near Bugis Village there..

After that, we didn't know where else to go, so we took but home..

Took bus 7 to Clementi and then 99..

Joked and chatted all the way.. It rained again..

hahaha, weather weather, oh, weather~~

So yeap took 99 and decided to go one round..

So we could chat longer..

Bid goodbye to the girls..

And when I am home, mum told me that my cousin was coming..

So yeap, prepared the dishes..

well, that's all for the past three days~ hehehe..

Is it long? Sorry if you're bored reading, but please go ahead and press alt+f4 by all means..

hehehe,

peace love people~

Take care amigos~

weird as it seems.

2011-03-30T18:25:00.002+08:00

Miss fun time with GFs..

I guess I am gonna do my chapters now..

sayonara.